[[Rock it :D*]]
"Forbidden to Remember, Terrified to Forget; it was a hard line to walk."
I was surprised when I found myself inside my room, not clearly remembering the journey home or even opening the front door. But it didn't matter. Losing track of time was the most i asked from life.
Life just isn't the same as before.
i knew things had to change.
but i still like it the way before.
i just want the numbness in me to last.
work wasn't just about pay.
it's a crucial distraction for me.
at least for now it is.
& what's my pay for now?
no, i don't know anymore.
I've lost the purpose for it.
but never mind about that,
money had lots of ways to use.
Attended entrepreneurship course with SJH today.
Another distraction.
Definatly.
But dinner was expensive, however undoubtly sasitifying.
SJH so kind today. Treat me so much things.
But whatever.
i saw her in that book.
i saw them in that book.
i saw both of them.
why is my memories all mixed up.
when did 2 become one?
no, not good.
i'm losing my sanity.
Definatly....
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For the 1st time in years,
i combed my hair.
i bathe w/o washing it, ONCE ONLY!!
HEY, can't blame me.
i don't want to wait for it to dry.
THOUGHTS ARE AFFECTING ME!
IMAGES JUST FLASHED THROUGH LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS!
ANYTIME! ANYWHERE!
ps/ i cannot wait for a new phone.
ps// i cannot wait till i verified my questions. I AM SO ANGRY WITH U. or at least the one in my heart.
