[[Rock it :D*]]
"BANAO IS SO NOT PLUCKING BRAINS. wth. ROFL" Labels: Emo, Hilarious, JER's conver
-xaryth.
BTW, FYI, this post is gonna be super long.
JER just simply said that BANAO is PLUCK BRAIN in Chinese, and that i was crazy to like something that pluck brain -.-"
HAD the worst of day today.
was late for school,
1/2 is probably of yesterday stuffs
and 1/2 WAS REGINA FAULT.
DAMN! we were made to sing national anthem with out the song.
GAVE the DULAN face.
hand phone also nearly kana caught.
luckily i late before and i know where they check.
kept inside my pants de pocket, instead of uni.
BAD things happens in a chain.
after national anthem,
return to class,
Suraiya caught me taking a wine-flavoured sweet in class,
and pull-ed my ear.
my mood was so bad that i can't be bothered with her...
haix.
mr LEE was kind enough to ask me whether i'm okay. He's a nice teacher. Drew dragon in class and refuses to do my work. wayne was like DESTROYINGGGGG MY OTHER DRAWING that i drew yesterday. Hop around again. Don't feel like going nad's house tmr; they doing DNT tgt. i think i'll DEExiao qiqi tmr ;D i realised that my friends are there, just whether i want to or not. RECESSSSS, i ate chicken chop slowlyyyy... 1st time eat until unappetising. didn't sit with ahmin, sat alone. but ask shao and co to come acc me.
Currently deleting all msges,
inbox outbox,
except for jie's and jer's.
it makes my com go crazy just now
the sum of msges going 1k -.-
no wonder my phone so lag.
i feel like writing a novel.
i think it will make me feel better.
came home and slept for 4hours. woke up with a headache. my bolster is the best comfort i could get. hugging it in all sorts of way, HEY! 不要想歪歪. Msn could not log in. and when i finally do, jie isn't online. AND i realised that i've deleted everyone's msg except for 3 person. you should know who are they...
14 of feb is appreciation day,
AND OFCOURSE, VALENTINE'S day.
my school is treats it like friendship day.
lalala, idk what to buy for my mortal....
OHHHH, anyoneeeee can tell me where can i buy glass balls??
my plans have no change in it, except what to give.
I WANNNNNA CHIONG FINISH DNT THIS WEEK END. and do survey by next. SURVEY GONNA BE SO FUN ;DDDD i wanna forget everything that had happened. shimin ask me why i initiated when it's so dear to me... i dunno how to reply. LIKE VIV said, we shouldn't met at all. OKAY NOWWWW FOR THE CONVERS, obviously jer's, no point writing the other one.
me; jer, why you can be alone and you dun mind it?
jer; why suddenly ask such a scary question?
erm is it that scary? o-o....
me; it's scary?
jer; erm.. change word. weird.
me; idk what to change to. i mean exactly that.
jer; what made u suddenly ask it?
me; i'm not used to being alone. though it doesn't seem like i'm alone... it's weird to not have a clique.
well, i intended to call viv,say this and about sat. but she was in choir and didnt answer. she told me i should go do hwk. and TADAH, NO MOOD DO LE. ;[
jer; Though it doesnt seem like you are alone?-means you got people with you but still feel alone or..? And,you don't need a clique to feel not alone. It isnt wierd to not have a clique. You are just not used to it that's all. Don't you have people whom you hang out with?
me; it's weird. ;] haha like i said i'm not used to it. it's not exactly a clique so to speak. it's the sense of knowing that your not alone and someone is there no matter what happens. like things will not change. But all i know is unstablity which makes me scared.
... blah blah blah, then she nag me again ....
OH was quarreling with viv at the same time.
seriously idk how i did it -.-
i didnt tell jer.
we chatted about .. LEONG HOR FUN ALMOST GETTING KICKED IN THE FACE.
her ccaaaa, and angel and mortal thingy.
me; EH EH, Tell me whose your mortal ;D
jer; *gags* don't ask. it isn't someone many fancy in our class including me.
me; Oo who leh? Liang ah? i heard jh say he's disliked many in 4J.
jer; =.=" he is'nt disliked by many and me. Don't ask laaa. It's so sway and I'm still fussing on what i should do over it.
me; your class guys are weird. dunno duncare liao la. ROFL. maybe u could be nice and just say happy valentine day to him.
jer;Isn't it supposed to be appreciation?
And my class the guys arn't wierd. They just are abit diff from other classes barhs..but still, they
are fun to disturb: D
me; same la. stupid school treat until like friendship day.
jer; Too young for valentines. Thus comes the appreciation.
me; EXCUSES LA.
jer; Different people think differently. Besides,almost alot of people in our school treat it as valentines day.
me; yupp ;] lalala majority wins.
jer; =.=" dots.. Not sleeping any sooner?
me; need do hwk also. ;[ T.T lead the hwk i habven do. eh woman, remember to bring thesarus. later u get scolding again.
jer; Lols.English one? Don't worry. I'll remember to bring one; after today's ordeal. : )
.... got too tired to do homework. BAD mood la... KNN CCB. i threw my amaths textbook into dustbin and sat on bed....
me; JER, can i not care about anything and get chase out by Suraiya tmr, and sleep outside of the class? i no mood to do anything.
jer; Smiles sweetly at you and says "no". : ) why? What happen to you today?
me; that's sarcasium! tired and just broke up with a friend. lalala, disappointment suck big time.
jer; Sarcasm. Try to patch up with her la. Baka. After all, you guys are in same class. Can't be enemies forever right?
Mmm..acks..first period. Think you can complete during reading time if you today really cannot?
... SEE MY SPELLING STILL SUCK, and blah blah blah i told my reasons...
jer; Oh..ever wonder what made her that way? Or, was she like that before she went there? Let's see..if you've have not started on english, than, what have you been doing all along?
me; Amaths, maths and moreeee MATHS. -.- jie said that she's plain selfish, but i didnt really care but there's till a point where i could not fork out anymore.... i've my limits too. i think sagitaruses really clashes with my horo. IT SCARES ME TO HAVE SO MANY SAGIs in my class, HAHA. disappointed suck big time and i can't risk having more of that comming, yeah now i'm selfish ;D. to think she forgot about sat. oh btw, she not my classmate. what makes u think that she is?
jer;I dunno. Should'nt it be? Everybody gets disappointed once in a while. Shouldn't let the phrase once bitten twice shy get into you.
My reply may be a lil slow so pardon me. I'm in the mood of doing stupid things.
me; like drink right? liqour flavoured sweets are nice. which reminds me that i have one. ;] you must be tired liao. i'm not disapointed once okay? LALALA.
jer; Nononono. Only stupid dao cannot stupid de people will then drink or eat anything related to alcohol. You must learn this phrase then- always bitten never shy =D
me; ;O THAT'S CALL BU YAO LIAN. no seriously liquor flavoured sweets are nice, they have the taste but not the alcohol. ;]
jer; Wei wei. English-can complete by today ma?
me; FINEE FINE. I'LL DO. BANAO IS SOOOOO CUTEEE. I should get u attracted to it too. ;]
jer; Learn to be what's it again? Bu yao lian? Then. And, you are the nuts. Who would love the...banao? Wierd name. Sounds like pluck your brain in chinese =D
Jy in doing. I also gonna complete my stupid stuffs liao.
me; OMG you're so gonna be the death of me. ROFL. what pluck your brain. BANAO is a nervous and very busy RICH banana. SUPER CUTE LO. what is the stupid thing u doing.
jer; BANANA IN PAJAMAS!~ Are jumping off the bed~
Crazy.who would love a stupid banana except kids? Oh. And correction. Banana has no nerves. That's why it cannot be nervous and we can eat it wo it screaming ah every time we bite into it. I'm gonna complete liao. Show it to you when i'm done later. =D
me; hehe; it's KAWAII. lalala i bring a sweet for u to try tmr. ;]
jer; Dunno. Don't give a damn. Bananas are never cute. See no point in gushing over that..bunao. Pluck your brain pluck your brain~ Ehs? That's what's its doing to you. Plucking your brain along with the sensors out. Such that you think that's cute. =D problem sloved! Thank you but no thanks. I've kinda had enough of sweets. Bi jiao and esp. emily always loves to bring sweets to school.
... CRAZYNESS. WTH HAHAHHAHAA... ;DDD
jie; Let go of it then. Ah. Some people just dunno how to treasure what they got. Since u made da decision le, just rmb got jie support mei.
me; ya like support me to drink. ;DD
jie; Nights. Support you drink?! Lidat jue jiao 2? Sweet dream. Take care. Have fun tmr
ok ... off with the crazyness, i went to bed after that.
" Try not maybe i should use a harsher word. Don't step into the path of being alone. I'm sure that you have many people out there who cares for youAnd whom you can really click with. Not everyone is the same-some may disappoint you but some may not in the end at all.So, don't shun away when given opportunaties. Just grab then when they come. It may be good for you.I'm writiting this on impulse and i don't know why.Sleep early. 8) "
"Get people like your jie those kind. Their very good and nice people. =)"
- Jermain chu.
ps/ jie u must be honoured.
ps// i'm ... TIRED. ;[ took hours to write this post.
PROCASTINATION over and over again.
well, was suppose to do hwk.
ended up surfing BLOGs
and checking out what's with pet society,
and that everyone's playing it.
everything had been going very nicely this year.
I'm suppose to be very lucky and everything this year well,
except for the procastination i've going on...
because the lucky colour for me this year is black.
AND all should know i love black =D.
DAD had bought me a portable harddrive sia.
320gb somemore.
so happy. =D
gonna buy a good cover for it.
Okay, i'll ... watch bro play one round of game
then i go bathe then i do hwk liao ;[
PS/ a single day seems like an eternity w/o u.
HAPPY KEITHY(COW;BEEFY;NEW)YEAR EVERYONEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! Labels: crazy day, Daily Tots, Emo, PIL
on the 25th of jan,
i went out with icy and shao.
kinda x.x
cause was feeling sick sia.
headacheeeeee.
we lunched and walked through china town street.
SAW A LOT OF THINGS I WANNA BUY,
sadly i had no money with meee,
neither do i had any at home. ;[
bought a cute lil piggy,
ICY bought cute badges.
u never want to know what it is ROFL.
I WANT THAT DRUM SET A LOT....
nvm, i'll get it some other time ;]
Surprisingly early,
we spilt our routes at 2pm.
i wanted to go home,
icy meeting friend,
idk what shao is doing.
reached home bathed and went out again. ;[ ate tuan yuan fan (reunion dinner).okay i still owe that SURAIYA homework. haix whatever, i'll do all 4 intro tmr. procastination huh? ;[ tuan yuan fan is stupid. everyyear it had been stupid. i hate going to gran's house. like garbage dump like that.but gran's a nice person. T-T even if we are being utterly disrespectful during granddad funeral, she didnt scold us. deep down inside we all know we are wrong. i dunno if the food are edible or not under such a condition but still i ate out of respect. mum hardly eat anything. just sat there and cook the food. LOL. amazing huh? ;D
when we reached home. i was so sick that i couldnt speak at all. kept coughing and coughing. cleared the table and stick my mini whiteboard somewhere.
mum bought in the cough medi for me, and said she will take it out after she bathe. when i finally cleared my table everythinggggg, and tuck myself into bed she came into room and insisted that i sleep on my tweetybird pillow. only did i realised that she hadddd stuffed an angbao inside. -.- MONEY IS NOT NICE TO DREAM OFF. I HATE MONEY MATTERS ;D but... i didnt sleep on that pillow anyways. ;DDD i've forgotten what i dreamt of, but i remember very well what i dreamt of the previous night. and i want it to go on forever and ever andd well i know i'll wake up. -.-
anywaysssss...
on 26th of jan,
which is today,
woke up to 9 smses,
collected angbaos,
and went to unknown houses.
only a single clean house.
other's no diff from gran's.
i wouldnt bother posting pictures of gran's house ...only like 2 pictures of my cousins, which i dun talk to -.- hadn't got any pics of ting fang inside de. o.o
mum and dad is like always so .... doesnt mean we talk onceee need to likeeeeee be very close friends and talk everytime we meet worhs. me and bro dunno know what to say then never say lorh. THEIR CHILDHOOD IS WAYYYYYYYY OUT OF OUR IMAGINATIONS ;X not that we have weak imaginations, but we dun think thats possible so had put off the idea.
gave mum 60dollars off my angbao money,
and the 30 i took is for the valentine pressie.
with the 20 i took from my wallet off this week's allowence,
i had only 50 to spare.
idk whether it's enough or not.
BUT nvm, YOU GUYSSSSS MUST LOVE IT OKAY.
I DUN CARE. T-T esp viv. or i kill you.
*takes out a chopper*
had steamboat again, on our own, at home. i think im gonna eat sick of steamboat and not hold an outing for steamboat le. maybe a smelly tofu competition would be COOOL. ill be eating steamboat at AUNT'S house tmr. which leaves me no time for DNT. crap, but i chose to use my time to blog. wth. CRAP, suraiya will kick me outa class. nvm i no mood study also, makes no difference. I'VE BEGAN PROCASTINATION. DDDDD;
i'll leave this part to the last.
[[ Been feeling pretty lonely this year,
even though i'm not showing it much.
when i was heading to gran's house with car,
i kinda... teared. ;x
nobody kinda notice
cause everyone knows that i have a flu going on.
i doubt anyone knows the real reason
how i got it.
it wasnt some 'i caught a flu' thing.
i remembered a sentence.
' you chose our division. '
something like that.
i fought back my thoughts.
debated with myself.
and gave up thinking.
it's very true of what ariel had said.
i've nth to say.
close friends.
i doubt i know the meaning of that.
but i think i had a few good friends,
but 'close' ?
not quite match the meaning of it.
i'm just starting to learn things that i had not from pri2 till now.
and for a moment when i walked back to the car,
when we finally decided to go back home...
i kinda felt i needed someone new in my life.
a desire so strong that even dreams portrays images of it.]]
CHINESE NEW YEAR CELEBRATION IS HAIR-STANDING!!!
this i had to agree with jiamin.
lessons we had were only DnT and english.
I love DnT lessons and amaths most le.
CSL is cuteee.
my defination of CSL,
apples, oranges, durains and PREGNANT WOMAN!!!!
okay.
after i ate dinner
and sat infront of computer and talk to people.
i regreted the moment i said *insert conver* out.
my hands were trembling every moment.
i think i'll go distrub OLDDDDD CRAZY WITCH, jermain.
SHE CALLED ME A CHATTER BOX SIAA, wth.
ROFL. ;DD
at least i could survive that way.
IT SUCKKKKKKKKKxzxzxzxzx.
whatever. lol.
Guitar hero is very hard to play sia.
i kept playing the drum.
yuzhen is good at it sia.
OMGGGG. i hate her. ROFL.
she had to go for dinner,
so i left her house and walked back home
finding myself to be very hungry.
asked ICY when is he free when he came back.
shun bian ask shao she wanna go anywhere ma.
in the mood for partyingggg sia.
after CNY go back to COMMITING TO O'S le.
march BBQ like a bit impossible sia.
PLUS BBQ mustttttt be at PASIR RIS.
i HATE ecp, for life.
BORED BORED BORED.
PISSED OFF.
NEED SOME ANGERMANAGEMENT COURSE SIA.
Pftttttt.
I LOVEEEEEEE DNT ;DDDD
" Nobody makes me laugh like you do; Laughing lengthens your life, but too much will be Death for u. " Labels: crazy day, Daily Tots, hyperness
O-MY-GOD.
it's been a long since i laugh as much as today.
i was already sick sia.
then YUZHEN make me laugh freaking lots lorh.
to the extent that i cried
and was screaming pain.
Tummy hurts a lot sia.
then she was like "GOOD WHAT! train stomach muscle so can do more sit ups. "
NO LINK OKAY???? ROFLMAO.
i went home really high.
nearly like that time after jer's bday.
CRAZY IN MRT.
she make me laugh until i no strenght lorh.
i stand up also dizzy wand wavering about de. = O =
DORAEMON.
wth.
pei her go buy cupnoodle
she say what ANG JU LANG, ang ang ang, Doraemon.
MAKE me laugh,
then go for cca
i go deexiao her but noogiie-ing her leg,
then must clench then can noogiie what,
she say what i no finger like doreamon.
ROUND HANDS.
ROFL.
me; " you then ahh, see your own end "
i'm like defending so i keep my plams open to keep her away what.
she wanna revenge so tried noogiie-ing me.
THEN WE LAUGH TOGETHER.
after that was just chatting,
a little bit also laugh.
i shouted i hated her and dun wan to look at her.
SHE WAS LIKE,
stare at me closly.
then i blurred out my laughter.
and for one hour,
we kept on laughing.
it hurt sia.
okay la,
my day wasnt just full of chanyuzhen making me laugh.
slept through chem.
got scolded at PE.
i'm one of the five people who got highest in english.
was so happy okay.
and viv was like... grats....
WHATEVER. cant be bothered with u.
i sms u like immeadiatly sia.
and u cant be bothered with me T.T
the day went on with me half awake during maths.
and continuously sneezing in DNT.
smuggled in cupnoodles for lunch at 1530
went to CCA at 1600.
laugh for one hour continously because of yuzhen.
Si liang must have thought that i was crazy.
decided to chiong CIP points for NYAA.
JER was like insisting that it is very hard.
i'll go check it out again.
I WANNA PASSSSS MY CCA AT LEAST.
it's good for the resume.
I WANT TO BE A CHEF,
I WANT TO BE A CHEF. ;DDD
LALALA.
i dun feel like going to school tmr la. ;[
haix.
see 1st.
ps/ im suppose to dedicate something de ... but ill post it next time.
Labels: Daily Tots
Water tap nose ; Bloodshot eyes.
I think I'm getting sick.
no, I'm sick ;x
BOOOHOOOOHOO!!!
had been sneezing the whole morning.
should be because of what i did last night bah.
things got worse when i came back from school.
did the same thing again. ;x
drank, the drink had a strong smell.
blame Wayne ;]
mum was like ..." eh why you room have a smell de ahh?"
then i was like ignore her.
HP bill for December came.
wooooooo, you soooooooo...not want to know the amount. ;[
and now...
oooo...
I'm nagging at Jer for not studying amaths ;DDD
hahahha. back at you.
always nag me, lalala
YAYYYYYY, she agreed to study a bit liao.
i'm happy.
and angry....
stupid soo jian hao.
cheat me.
say will tell Jermain the questions
in the end didnt.
bastard la you.
OHHH I'M COUGHING NOW.
see SHAOOOOOOO, i told u i'm gonna get flu.
i had sorethroat already.
waiting for fever to complete the FLUUUUU symptoms.
i've been overworking myself recently la.
suffering from dehydration, since.... i ... lost a lot of water through my eyes.
sorethroat because alcohol burns.
watertap nose comes with dehydration. 8P
YES FLU FLU FLU.
okay la,
seriously i dun wanna miss any lessons.
i'm so going kbox on friday. ;x
i wonder how i get that amount of money.
HEHE at last going with yuzhen and wanying they all.
but ... but... i sorethroat HOW SINGGGGGG...
MUMMMMMMMMMMMMMY..... *sobs*
Mr LEE approves of my PRODUCT.
and commented interesting for it.
I'm like super happy worhs. 8D
MUM said i should sleep early.
JERMAIN is so entertaining me this few days.
really prevents me from being depressed expect yesterday.
OH YAH...
just now when i walk home with yuzhen,
saw jermain went pass the school gate.
i rannnn up to near the gate there,
ALMOST SHOUTED " CHUCHU TRAINNNNNNNN!!!!!!!"
but hesistated.
OMG! If i really did,
i'll be so embraressed =o=
ps/ i'm not going to sleep.
ps// talking to jie and trashie ;DD
okay, i've make up my mind.
i'll just leave things as it is.
whether we drift apart or what,
it's up to you to control.
just so you know,
i'm a person who...
you couldnt say that feelings faded or whatever shit.
cause to me, it's like... no matter how long never talk, if nth bad happens inbetween, i'm all the same as the last time we met.
this is ME for you.
now that you know me very well, dun ever say u don't know me anymore.
would u still be friends with me??
- to viv.
ps// i know you wouldnt come to my blog anymore. but i just leave things here for u to see, when u come.
Just promised Jer something.
mm, promises ...
it's been long since i made one to her.
lalala.
NICHOLAS can't take deexiao.
siannnn, not fun de.
whatever.
I dunwan do hwk la.
lazy.
I went to Wanying house to do english.
repair her computer for her.
lalalala.
went to lunch.. and come back to sleep.
so tired sia.
idk why.
dinnered and tadah, here i am.
REGINA called me and ask me watch garfield.
ROFL. wth
;D
maybe i DO have delusion and depression.
I LIKE 'D's. ;DDDDDDD
whatever.
i'm so tired of all these.
okay,
i came to a conclusion that,
she's someone i wanna to stay.
so i'm nt gonna make things diffcult for her anymore.
but save me from the pain okay??
my brain is killing me.
oh i miss crapping with shaomin and nut already x.x
ROFL.
witchy yesterday sms me
sounding so tired O-o
why am i sighing??
i'm listening to ... save you.
and a bug flewww next to me. =o=
okay end of post.
"。。。才发现笑着哭最痛"
-xAryth
Went to bugis,
walk walk walk.
couldnt find witch TToTT
haix.
i think i'm freaking annoying
cause i keep insisting like a lil kid,
that i want to meet witch.
then maybe jiamin and shaomin was annoyed by me.
managed to buy 2 rings, ANDDDDDD 3 PAIRS OF STUD
when i have only 2 holes,
gave one to jiamin's bleeding ear.
Rings...
one for myself and one for wanying.
sit at staircase eat and rest.
walk bugis 3 hours plus, i think got 4 bah.
was chatting about weird people.
skinnies, gays, les, ALIENS, friday attire and etc.
craps.
BUS-ed to geylang afterwards.
was amazed because the stalls were totally like msia standard.
craped.. and stuff.
played at playground.
lazy to laugh sia.
so tired.
slacked till jia's mum come.
headed to busstop.
talk about a lot of things with shao.
she saed next time wanna go boonlay ask her along.
i know, i know very well..
that everytime i said i wouldnt ever go there again,
i still went.
the trip isnt nice at all.
but still i went.
i couldnt say i regret whatever i was doing.
it was my choice, you see.
i'll acc shao go there la.
but most probably i wouldnt go find her
until i make my point clear.
I'M FUCKING PISSED OFF.
the tv on the bus was plain stupid.
came back home to find myself quarreling with vivian.
i should learn to demand my way through things.
so i could save all the trouble trying to get things straighten out,
without hurting someone,
WHICH ALWAYS FAIL, HAHAHAHA.
okay i feel so stupid right now.
i feel that things are so gonna be the way when jer left me.
seriously viv, this is the most hateful part about me.
i'm a lousy person.
oh by the time i type until here, i think i said everything of what i wrote.
I WAS ANNOUNCED AS HAVING DEPRESSION AND DELUSION.
o-o.
maybe?? who knows ? ;D
why am i even typing all this out???
wth...
ohh.
i was thinking on the way back....
i miss witchy and chanel.
then it's like i wanna meet them.
but tell u one thing
i meet them i dunno what to say or do le,
hahah that's me for u ;x
LALALA.
GOSH, I ADAPTED LALALA FROM SHAO LE x.x
that's like it got stuck to me.
i shud stop saying it.
" The World Will Always Disappoint You, So There's NO Point of Being Optimistic "
-xAryth 
A BEARDY I DREW ON WAYNE =D
IT'S FRIDAYYYYYYYY MANNNN!!!!!!
& i said i'm drinking.
and i got nags immediately.
Jie and Viv.
JER TOO.
;x
say until like i drink and drive ROFL.
whatever.
it hurts so badly sometimes.
I've given up on believing.
Viv said that love was for the lucky and the strong.
I'm neither.
so i should forget about it.
let me just burn with that amount of alcohol. x.x
Jie said ; 如果一定要經歷失去的痛苦 失去的可不可以不是你
touching right???
though idk the meaning of 2 words.
I was being a meanie today.
1stly, commented on the height difference between ALAN LIM and LEONG HOR FUN.
2ndly, joined in the ALIEN conver.
3RDLYYYY, i was being all sarcastic and mean and pessimistic towards Viv.
Unfortunately, Revenge is sweet.
haix, she was so apologetic that i felt guilty.
then said sry. ;O
there's a point where i took a very long time to reply.
i was staring at the screen, trying to comprehend my thoughts.
" i've been thinking maybe i've push u too hard. "
i will not talk to u till u come to find me bah.
maybe that way things would be better.
- to viv.
am i that bad of a friend?
ya maybe, when ... i want attention...
i'm selfish too, with reference to what u said.
i only wanted to ... close the gap.
okay i forgot what i was wanting to blog about so yeah...
i'm freaking tired in class today.
no energy to even write.
wore jacket cause i was feeling freezing cold again.
no P.E
thanks LEONG HOR FUN for canceling the lesson. ;DDD
i think ill just die if i did P.E today.
fooled around with cameras
and the guys playing, please continue the story.
i was the main charcator everytime.
KAO. then my charactor was like, totally tortured.
x.x
ate noodles and chicken drumstick for recess.
was seriously too tired to hold out that
i fell asleep during SS.
after i copied notes, while they watched movie.
Heachache worsen at MATHS.
every single word mr tong said hurt my head once again.
felt kinda depressed whenever i thought about things between me and viv.
DNT,
fooled around with cameras again.
LOL
this time is openly take out handphone and snap shot people.
MR LEE AND MRS LEK went to some interview by some people from MOE.
run about the class.
took shaomin photo.
but she dun allow me to post it ... so ya .. ;D
it's funny lorh. ;]
school didnt end.
after DnT which suppose to be the last lesson of the day,
i went to CCA.
i thought of what to make for Valentine AKA 'Friendship' day,.
at least that's what my school make it sounds like.
the thing i had in mind is nice.
but... after what happen ytd... haix...
i dun even know shud i make or not.
then again,
i need something to give jer, and the rest of my friends too.
MMM... ;D
yuzhen was hilarious about something.
which i forgot entirly about it.
cooked udon when i came back home.
put too much water.
steal mum's ba gua to eat.
blogged.
read wayne's , kes's and min's blog.
I THINK I WANNA SLEEP.
ciaos.
PS/i want to make something nice for TRASHHIE TOO ;D
PS// OOO, AND WITCH ;x
ROWDEY 4H.
CYCLOPS WAYNEY. HAHA
Tool's rack
OMG, quit fooling around.
ME, NUTNUT and JIAMIN ;DDD
Huimin's sketch book ;]
Keith's 'untidy' image board.
NUTS 4ever ;]
BLEHS ;D
"You can't kill a romantic. You can't kill his fire, his passion and his imagination. Ironically, it's his very fire, passion and imagination that got him killed." - johnathan lim, lifeaboutlove.bs.com
i could very well do my image board now...
and colour my mind map ofcourse.
but nvm ... i wouldnt make it in time.
it was freezing cold in my room.
mum must have switch it on low temp.
trying to freeze me sia.
okay anyways,
i was freaking sick.
and very tired.
needed someone to talk to while i do hwk.
i'm lucky that i didnt fall asleep.
that ... 'Someone' is willing to entertain me.
for a point in time,
i couldnt help but feel a thinge of jealousy
for that one close person to that 'someone' who had replaced me.
i told myself ,
i need *insert name* more in my life than anyone else,
and i wouldnt risk doing the same thing in the heat of passion,again.
there wouldnt be a second chance anymore.
once is enough,
twice is unforgivable.
we arnt friends.
neither are we classmates.
we arnt considered close.
but there's this thing that would never fade.
or is it just her.
wasted money on lunch.
accompany yuzhen ma.
ended up eat steamboat.
make me so full ;x
crapped on the way back.
went to sleep w/o bathing.
too tired.
woke up when mum ask me go eat 'xiaolongbao'
lousy thing.
make me diarrhoea
viv dun like surprises.
made her pissed off with me. ;x
made a big fuss over it. haix
couldn't concentrate on my chem wkst.
sat on bed and thought about 世界末日。
sms jer ask what she'll do if the near future is the end of the world.
the old number, so she didn't reply.
actually i thought about what i can say to myself when I'm on my deathbed.
and about if i can keep 2 person this life with me, if there's such thing as reincarnation.
go on finishing amaths and chem.
pissed off with amaths.
ask jie about 国境之南。
she told me it's taiwan because 国境 is japan.
i gave up on thinking why i chose viv that time.
as one of my impt people.
but since i did,
i'm never gonna give up any of these relationships, for a lifetime.
because impt people is my lifetime friends.
people that i chose,
that i knew i would never let go of.
that i knew i could trust.
at least until i had doubts, but as long as an explanation is there to kill the doubt,
there shouldnt be a problem.
I'M SKEPTICAL.
so forgive me if i always say something to agitate u people.
this is how much u guys meant to me.
no matter what happens,
or what i say, what i do.
SO... ANYONE WANNA APPLY?? hahhaa ;D
went online attempting to do DNT.
realised that i got to rush finishing everything.
got mind map to draw and colour.
got image board to do.
got defination to write. x.x
i'll never finish before midnight.
ps/ i dun like vivian not replying my msges.
ps// i dun like the feeling of urge to work hard.
ps/// im currently under a lot of stress.
you're never there when i need you the most.
" BLOOD IS DEFINITELY THICKER THAN WATER "
" You're never there when i really need you, just too much engross with yourself. "
" I'm not ever gonna sit and whine anymore, I'll prove myself, I'll DO SOMETHING TO IT "
- xAryth.
This post is for yesterday.
when i realised what had given me motivation.
all i'm trying to prove is that i can be alone.
that i do not need anyone.
to be significant.
i was fumming with anger.
tears just came out unreasonably. -.-
okay. after a longggg long time consoling myself,
i got up, and went to bathe.
we're going to buffet at Swissotel.
i decided to wear tube??
okay, i was outta my mind.
but still i look good ;D
we reached Clark quay a bit too early le.
mum called and aunt was still at home ._.
went to shop around 1st,
was so hungry that we no energy walk and i was getting cranky.
ate beefy cheesy fries ;D
when aunt finally come.
she exclaimed that mum was pretty and me too. ;]
see bryan, you arnt included. Muahahha.
then we had some trouble going into the buffet place.
was booked at raffles city there de branch.
went in, in the end.
food was good.
AND WAYYYYY CHEAPER than some unclass place that jianhao brought us to.
i love the salmon ;[
all of us ate full up to gullet.
bro vomited in toilet.
guess the icecream made him do that.
headed to Clark quay to slack around while waiting for yeechuin to finish work.
WE WENT BONKERSS.
did crazy stuffs sia.
pretended to be a couple with sushi.
me; O-MY-GOD. that's so weird.
sushi; L-O-L
me; spoils my reputation.
sushi; ya, mine too. *off camera*
did all sorts of effect,
and watch people ride the extreme swing.
we were so evil that we curse them swing and fly into the sg river.
AUNT's face look like a historical artifact. ;]
i look forward to a country club de karaoke.
seriously cheaper than kbox O.o
some random pictures ;D
MY BEAUTIFUL MUM ;D
ME, cool bah?
bryan's attempt to kiss CHANEL ;P
weird LEGS. Retardedness.
some jewels my grandma would like o.O
emo and stuffs.
Me and SuShi cuzzy
My cute cute brother ;]reached home around 6.
went to bathe and did amaths.
til midnight.
then i did my 作文。
was so tired and brain damaged that i literally think my thoughts aloud.
in other words, mummbling every single thought of mine.
was happy when ah viv sms.
butbutbut she go sleep le.
never accompany me chat.
haix.
after i finished work, i switched off the lights, couldnt open my eyes really, but i couldnt sleep. toss and turn. was depressed.
i'm so gonna have having depression, D;
the heart beats heavily.
almost audible.
it's the pain no one could see,
how much I'm bleeding,
how much it's hurting.
we are so different,
and no matter how hard we tried,
it's something we couldn't comprehend.
notice, we couldn't help but to.
I'm pushing all this aside,
to continue this journey of life.
blinded by the white light of emptiness,
searching for a purpose.
i thought i knew,
but never did.
realising,
all along I'm alone.
on a forked path,
deciding.
my future.
i didn't know,
i hadn't had a clue.
frustrated,
all my confidence was lost.
determination wouldn't last,
without an actual goal.
and once again,
a purpose,
a reason,
was lost in the midst of confusion.
I'm lost, in the midst of finding you.
VIVIAN edited, dun come chasing after me, esp bryan, okay?? ;PPP can you guess who is it?? ;D" Every single part of you makes me wanna be with u even more. Physically, character-wise. I still can't pull away."
" 是因为爱而祝福，而不是放弃。" - -xAryth
ps. i'm lost without you.
Today started out high and fun.
BUT everything just went wrong afterwards.
Yesterday, i slept at like 7pm after eating dinner.
dinner was cooked by me. SPAGHETTI ;DD
obviously delicious, jealous bah??
i didn't know why was i so contented and happy after dinner
i lied on my bed, smell my bolster, sms viv and drifted off to 'LALA LAND'.
but dreams weren't all 'LALA LAND', some were disturbing and some pretty impractical.
woke up around 4am in the morning.
left my phone in silent mode, so i wasn't aware that viv sms-ed.
BIGBANG SEH... LOL.
anyways, replied and DRIFT OFF TO SLEEP again.
6 plus woke to my ring tone.
x.x CCA day huh?
viv like so happy ;D, and i'm hyper cause too much energy liao.
plus i'm like so happy.
around 7, i went to bathe and did my amaths hwk.
FREAKING LOT sia.
mum wanted to buy back breakfast for me,
but i didn't what to eat.
ended up i tagged along.
my phone was playing 无乐不作。
i was practically jump around and singing my lungs out.
bro claimed that i was causing noise pollution.
car-ed to PPlaza,
ate, market-ed and came back.
continue do hwk.
TROUBLE COMES WHEN dad keep disturb.
1st wipe floor.
2nd say want remove curtain blah blah.
KNN sia.
PPL tidy room last week, he go fishing.
NOW ppl studying he come disturb.
THEN nvm lorh, mum say let him take down curtain to clean.
MAKE MY WHOLE TABLE COVER WITH ONE THICK LAYER OF DUST.
wth...
then i clean dust off table that time,
JH last year give me de glass lamp thingy kana broken. ;[
add on to my BAD MOOD, 作文 upsets me too.
give me more reasons to whine and scream.
i was so upset about my room that i decided to move to my bro's.
HAHAHA.
took my pillow and bolster and run over to his.
poke MUSHMAIN and kinda sob and whine till i fell asleep.
mum was like come disturb me after she wake up.
say what tmr go buffet, today must do homework finish.
WHEN I TOTALLY NO MOOD TO DO LE.
dun care. continue to slack and frown.
mum took viv gave me the biscuits.
bro; " wah u want to die ah, eat her biscuits. "
mum; " she say nvm already what "
me; *look* " dun care la eat lorh "
-after bro took one-
me; " GIMMEEE BACK MY BISCUITSSS LAAAAA "
-take all and eat all up before anyone gets their hands on it -
the biscuits kinda make me happy ;DD
idk why. but i feel better eating them.
WENT outside and help mum cook.
gave up after playing with the ENORMOUS FISH that my dad caught,
and cutting cucumbers.
my eyes very tired from straining.
went to watch xXx.
super nice sia.
interesting.
FISH AND CHIPS WAS HUMONGOUS. ;X
i feel like puking sia.
ate too much, drank green tea after that.
phone wasnt with me, so i didnt know viv sms-ed me.
ahhhhh, didn't continue watching clone wars
because i didnt like starwars.
JUST SOME PICTURES FROM THE PAST FOR ENTERTAINMENT.
CUTE drawings, ON MY HANDDD *FROWNS*
RANDOMENESS ; I HAVE A PIMPLE AT MY BELLLLLY. OH-MI-GOSH.
ps/ Dealing with loss, is what we all have to go through.
ps// Trust your friends, so they have a reason to trust you too.
" IF there's bestfriends in my dictionary, it would be you guys. "
- your beloved garfield. ;]
i've calculated that,
if i'm going home with
YUZHEN,
WANYING anddddd
REGINA everyday after school,
my life would be shorten by 30%.
can't stop laughing sia.
about the retarded things we do.
craps we talk about.
pratically all stupid things.
well today,
didn't go to wayne's house to take vodka.
was carrying 2 fully packed bags.
one is slingbag - from NYP.
one is my school bag which i carried in front.
then was tired to a point that i went crazy.
wanying; "GARFIELLLLLLD."
wayne; " 有人在叫你啦。"
*RUNS OVERRRR AND FIND yuzhen and wanying.*
bag very heavy what,
then was like " I'M PREGNANTTTTTTTTT. "
*pretends that bag was my stomach*
haha, then walked to busstop with yuzhen and wanying.
wayney, kessy and ahmin gonna wait for daryl bearbear and maybe jiongxun ba.
hop-ed along, lalala.
wanying, * points at regina, who was like 100meters away * "eh regina lehs."
me; " REGINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!" *jumps and wave and jump and hop *
and... every action there's an reaction.
- all the lower secondary de students who were around us, TURN TO STARE AT ME. -
OMG. x.x
reached the busstop soon,
anddd huimin walked past us.
when she was like 5 meters away from me,
wanying said " eh huimin leh. "
me, * waves waves, AHMIN ;DDD *
regina; " when did u two become so good de... i thought... "
me, " this is call friendly, unlike you. tsk. "
regina; " i more friendly then u de lorh. sure got people answer me de. "
teo shimin walked past, like ONE METER ONLY from regina.
regina; " SHIMINNNNNNNNN BYEBYEEEEEEEEEE. "
*teoshimin walked past not answering at all *
HAHAHHAHAAAA. 3 of us cannot stop laughing lorh. hahahha.
then she proved herself with another person.
the other 2 replied her,
shermain was like " tsk who lai de ahh, do i know u ?"
then we laughed again.
DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPEN, SOMEONE WHACKK ME.
AND I SCREAAAAAAM. ;X
and run about and chase yuzhen.
reginaaaa used her file and cover her face.
LOL. retarded.
when we finally got onto the bus,
i cooled down.
and told yuzhen that i'm reflecting on my doings just now.
and was so embarassed by myself.
MY LIFE IS WAYYYYYYY SHORTER NOW OKAY.
but who cares, i'm happy. ;D
YAY, VIVIANNNNNNN GOT INTO CHOIR AND THE SECTION SHE WANTS. ;] BUT BUT BUT SHE LIED TO ME. HMPH. EVIL. *disappointed that she didnt reply me sms.* - you may flewwww as high with my emoticon knocking u into the sky.
JIE, dun remember HOWWWWWWWWW LONG we been together le. I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS. OMGOMGOMG. GND LA. HOW COULD SHE?!?!?!?!?! - puts extra memory chips into the motherboard in ARIEL'S HEAD. *stuffs stuffs, 1000000000GB* with all the information about me, me and MOREEEEE ME. too bad, it's read only and locked. so she cannot delete them. MUHAHHAHAHA
during recess,
wayne keep say my face was blushing.
P.E?? not possible maaaa so long le.
i'm not even panting worhs.
he say must be due to huimin drinking bandong then the colour appear at my face.
WHAT KIND OF REASONING IS THAT??? -.-
he keep poking me sia.
THEN KESTER AND HUIMIN KEEP SAY ME AND HIM ;X
ahhhhhhhhh, suicides.
after school also.
HE SAIDDDDD I DRINK BANDONG then my face looked pink again.
ended up, the whole NYP trip was kana poked by him whenever i stand with my class.
then huimin and kester would tou tou say me and wayneeeee.
THEN WE SUAN BACK. ended arguing all the way.
MONICCCCCCCCA CHENG WAN YING ADDED FUELLLL SIA.
AHHHHH ;X
okay enough about today. jer still make me nervous in class during lesson ;x
hands sweating.
me and regina arguing all over again.
nearly got pulled ear by teacher again ;[
" BEER BUTTER FISH AND CHIPS " - CHENG WAN YING.
NERVOUSSSSS...
1st thing in the morning went up to hall saw Jermain.
i dun have to wonder why.
ANYWAYS.
for the whole day,
i was looking forward to English lesson.
FINALLY same class with WANYING AND REGINA.
it's like O-M-G,
HYPERNESS.
okay, though English is the last lesson,
I'll talk about it 1st.
Didn't sit with wayne, x.x
cause was sitting with wanying and Regina ma,
then was like he don't wanna sit with so many girls.
so yeah...
WAS SUPER NERVOUSS AND HYPER.
nervous cause Jer in the same class,
and i can't stop knowing that she's like only 2 seats away from me.
what am i trying to prove by being CHEEKY in class.
MY EAR WAS PULLED BY TEACHER x.x
HYPER cause,
REGINA IN FRONT OF ME,
and WANYING BESIDE ONLY.
omg, i seriously cannot concentrate in class worhs.
so much so as suraya is taking me for English.
a teacher that I'm familiar with.
but nothing beats determination so ;DD
when i came back home, i couldn't stop smiling because i felt so blissed. it's been long since 4 of us went out tgt. wanying, me, yuzhen and regina went to pasa malam after school. while walking to bus stop, wanying and regina was like forcing themselves to speak english because our english teacher said that's one way to improve. so, out of desperation, THEY SPOKE ENGLISH. I simply couldn't help but laugh at them. sorries.
me; " Regina, dun force yourself to speak english for goodness sake."
regina; " you shut up "
me; " even if u want to speak english, you have to speak in proper english right?"
regina; " shut up, you evil "
me; " FYI, it's you are evil. not you evil, that's like BROKEN ENGLISH. "
*argues for one min, couldn't stop laughing. the tone is so funny.*
wanying + yuzhen ; " 你们两个很吵啦。 "
me; " I'm just telling her the fact "
at bus stop.
me; " speak proper ENGLISH!! i can't believe i know you!! ;O"
regina; "i do not know you, make me embarrass my face!!"
me; "我不认识你，丢我的脸。"
* face went entirely red from laughing. *
me; " direct translation somemore. hahahha sry ... i didn't mean to be so mean but i just can't control myself. " *continues to laugh *
regina; " laugh some more, i tell you i slap u. "
me + wanying; "再笑，我告诉你，我给你一巴掌。"
she like so pek chek but keep 偷笑。
HAHAHHAHA, the rest of the conver went on with wanying translating and them ignoring me after a while.
seriously, happiness can come from small things like that.
i felt that i'm more easily contented now.
even after doing homework.
it felt nicer than playing computer that whole day.
in fact, playing games like maple story is more stress.
well at least to me.
it felt good to know that you've finished your homework before dinner.
it felt good to lie on bed and think about what you've achieved today.
i don't know till when will my determination last.
but i believe that once a Capricorn set one's goal,
they will go fully committed to it.
talking to viv had been much easier with me being hyper and happy.
so i take things as alright le bah.
i sobbed a Lil when i thought of negative things that had happened since sec one.
like how i wasted holidays playing maple, foolish sia.
like how i lost Jermain, qi..
like how much i miss those Sky and days we went out on.
like how Lil I've been doing for myself.
like how people had treated me and what I've done for others.
jer told me that selfishness comes from both individually and by nature.
humans are selfish by nature,
but what it took was one's ability to be selfless.
whereas individually comes from things that had happen, etc.
i felt being kinda selfish in terms of thoughts in 2009..
so what, it's time i get ready for a nation wide 'competition'.
i wanna get the best results.
so i would have a wider choice since i did not have a course of interest in mind.
choice would have to come later.
now it's about qualifying for it.
i need to prove myself.
getting VODKAAAA tmr after NYP ;]
wayney was like asking.
printed 4sets of english holiday homework.
it's 2 cm thick literally.
i miss FTBs,
but i'll just leave things in hands of trasher and icy.
updating, recruitment and etc. will be up to you guys.
i've a mission to accomplish.
I SO MUCH WANNA GO OUT WITH THEMMMM.
* inserts all the things you could do in sgp. *
i was suppose to write an emo poem.
but forget about it..
lets just pray viv goes into choir and she will be happy about it.
anyways, that's what matters most about all this appealing.
i believe in affinity and destiny.
my appeals for subject/class changes wasn't successful.
but i was gratful that i didn't manage to change,
because... if i did,
maybe.
i would be alone now.
AND I WOULDNT HAVE MET FTBs and everyone. O-M-G
thinking of that it's just so ... depressing.
anyways i need energy to last me till 6pm tmr. ;]
nights people.
VIVIAN, ADMIT IT, PEEPULL IS I INVENT DE. RAWRRRRRRR.
ps/ i need things to be put out bluntly for me, cause i'll just act innocent even if i guessed it right.
ps// IT'S DISTRUBINGLY HURTING a lot. LOL. sadist x.x
ps/// A desire for someone doesn't have to be a need, even if it means motivation. Determination in mind is the strongest force of the heart.
O.o i so not used to taking a backpack to school sia.
HAHA.
boooks is currently too heavy to use sling bag.
wanying and yuzhen super shock i look so guai this year.
took quite a bit of textbook to school today.
freaking heavy sia.
the bag was like brown in colour.
CHECKS SOME MORE SIA. knn
totally like by specially to match CVSS de uniform sia.
forget about my bag.
currently too broke that's why hate to use that.
i want to buy a keyboard, bag, wallet, and replacement keys
by the end of January.
faggot. no money sia.
I'M GONNA LIVEEEE MY LIFE FOR MYSELF,
and not for anyone anymore.
LOVE is hurting...
now i think it's dumb to let myself get hurt in such a way.
I MISS MY FRIENDS. T-T
i wish i would get to meet jiejie soon.
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IN SCHOOL.
today i 1st met my chinese teacher,
another noob.
so boring sia.
even 20 people i couldn't concentrate 'cos i kept falling asleep.
physic is cool.
learning static.
cher ask us to touch the thing and demo the hair stand thing.
THEN i commented that MR DAVE THONG should go.
i seriously wonder how he will look with spike hair. ;D
SEEYAHHHH, IS HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.
I'LL GIVE U MORAL SUPPORT ;D
MATHS was nice with MR THONG,
though he teach slow sia.
one lesson only get to finish 2 question.
but nvm la.
wouldn't fall asleep.
was very random sia.
feeling high for no apparent reason.
" hellooo *retardedly wave at nadia* "
*insert nadia shocked face*
HAHAHHA, HER REACTION WAS FUNNY LORH.
after school, mr tang was suppose to treat us to pizza.
but wanying and yuzhen wanted to go pasamalam.
then nvm lorh.
T-T my pizzzza.
checked english classes,
and OMGGGGGG I FUCKING GOT THE SAME CLASS AS JERMAIN CHU.
okay nvm things arnt so bad already.
AND GUESS WHAT,
REGINA, WANYING, JOLEEN AND WAYNEYYYY CHAN SAME CLASS AS MEEEE.
AHHHHH IM SO FREAKING LUCKY.
*HUGS EVERYONE*
LOL.
okay i go dinner x.x
die la, getting fatter.
try to eat lesser.
AWWWWWWW SHUCKS.
can't online le much le.
SCHOOLING is until 5pm everyday.
Somemore teachers wanna add to it. ;[
today i met my maths and chinese teacher.
we are all in banned classes so classmates are different for every lesson.
one class about 20students under one teacher.
i got into 1st band for maths, and chinese - obviously the weaker batch.
got seperated from huimin and wayney chan.
O.o stupid wayne today keep copy me sia.
i buy milo, he buy it too.
then thennnnn eat at the same pace with me.
say the same words as me also.
THEN HUIMIN AND KESTER KEEP PUT US TGT. ;X
ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
in A.maths class sit beside him lorh.
then shaomin move over ;DDDD hello.
I WANT TO EMO, HE KEEP POKE ME.
I WANT TO SLEEP, HE DRAW MY HAND!!!
AHHHHHH I NEED PEACE ;[
okay maybe tmr getting my vodka.
...
JIANHAO PESTERING ME FOR MONEY.
BRAAAA U SEE I NEED EARN MORE MONEY. ;[
was freaking tired when i reached home.
like 3 plus hours of A.maths today, mdm chua teach 13.1-13.3 ;[
POLAR EXPRESS AHHH -.-
other lessons haven't formally started.
physics, i sat beside seeyah ;x
came home, bathe, slept, dinner
intend to do hwk, but show started.
watch till 10,
then copy A.maths notes into book.
do hwk. THINK LIKE FUCKING LONG OKAY!!!!
A.maths are for freaks. ;[
I MISS VIV. T-T
haix.
i was like thinking, " i miss viv!!, okay go on with doing my work. must focus. ;x"
and, somehow in front of computer,
you wouldnt feel so tired....
i'll update some photos tmr ;D
maybe .... only.
I HATE 'O's
HMPH HMPH HMPH.
ill do what i said i would.
it's a promise.
okay i'm like suppose to do a lot of things.
1. write resolutionS
2. do time plan - which i dun have my sketch book with me
3. do chinese homework - 4 jian bao.
4. MEMORISE A.maths formulae
others i've finished doing le.
Morning i wokeeeee le. just lying on bed.
then viv sms-ed, didnt reply till like 25 mins later cause lazy to take phone.
replied and went to bathe.
mum was like, *smack my butt* "EH GO EAT BREAKFAST TGT, K?"
they wanna go to like opp. to eat, BUT i was annoyingly childish to make it go my way.
ENDED UP, going all the way to bugis to eat my prawn noodles.
and buy stationeries for school.
didnt eat lunch, cause not hungry.
MY heart kept sinking.
i think it's near my big intestine right now.
WENT NTUC,
and bought ingredients for dinner.
INSISTED that mum help me clear room.
then i was like " OMGOSH, HOW DID U MAKE EVERYTHING DISAPPEAR?"
okay, i did some tidying up and decorations in my room.
like pasting of class photos etc.
SAW MY BELOVEDDDDD DARK.
AHHH, HAO SHUAI. ;[
viv give me an overreacted reaction. ;x
LIKE I'M GONEEE CASE LIKE THAT Oo.
haix.
MY HEART WAS GOING UP AND DOWNNNNN THROUGH SMSES.
祝福并不容易，做人要知足。
PLUS, I'VE MADE RESOLUTIONS TO THAT.
*determines.*
while i was tidying room, JIAMIN called and scream and cried.
she didnt know that she was kicked from guild.
andddddd... i suppose that ICY didnt change reason.
*pats shao*
it's scary how someone cry. ;x
I WANT MY VODKAAA NOW, WAYNEY.
me; bryan, i sell u drinks okay??
bra; o.o what u want sell??
me; SPARKLING JUICEEE ;D
bra; wahlao dun come near me la, cheat people money de.
me; come laaaa i sell u cheap cheap only like 5 dollars per glass.
bra; go awayyyyyy. dun target my money ;[
me; T.T
SO MUCH FOR ME EARNING MORE MONEY. see la bra, u destory my lovely goal.
*weeps*
OKAY HERE GOES MY LIST OF RESOLUTIONS TO 2009!!!!!
i'll be alright, alone... well i guess and i better be.
i need to be alone now. i can't help being serious most of the time. that's me. plus right now, i'm so not in the mood to play around or anything. i've to get things done, sorted out. i'm pms-ing too okay. since last week. highness just went off. my classes are so gonna get banned and i have nooo idea where i'll be the next lesson. most probably be with people i dunno at all. i couldn't just swingggg my mood back to highness so that's that. if u think i'm just running away by doing all these, so be it. i couldnt care less.
2ND JANURAY 20091ST day of sch huh??
mmm, thought a lot while walking to school.
after so many years of schooling,
i'm still nervous at the 1st day of school.
i went out with all my friends in class expect for nutnut bah. O.o
EEKS miss nutnut.
AND I FEEL WEIRD WITH DOVE SMELL.
me; " BRYANNNNNN, WE SMELL LIKE WITCH!!!!!
me; " well, unless u didnt wash ur hair. ;D "
bryan; " what?? "
me; " DOVE shampoo la "
bryan; " you're crazy "
whatever. gonna bathe later.
1st person i see today is HOSHIMIN.
i mistook her for a SEC 2.
OMG. then she complain to wanwen LOL.
took out the freaking thick stack of papers wanwen want me to print.
NEXT TIME COLLECT CHARGES LIAO.
later mum make me buy ink and paper i die.
HOSHIMIN wanna ask ASQ to plan overseas outing after 'o'lvl.
must not let jianhao plan, they say.
BUT BEFOREEE ALL THE ENJOYMENT....
4 hours of amaths every monday and friday.
i actually wanna sign up tuition de.
gave up. that will make friday 5 hours of amaths and i can suicide with that.
plus like that no time homework liao.
GONNA chiong holiday hwk ;D
coool horh? now then chiong x.x
later,
after i bathe,
i'll tidy room.
depends till what time.
if i tidy finished before 9pm then i do some homework.
if not, must finish at 9pm and then i'll watch tv.
me; DO YOU WEAR PURPLE SHOES TO SCHOOL??
me; HAHAHHAHA. sry, suddenly just wonders... ;D
me; HAHAHHAHAHAHA.
viv; black shoes -.-''
me; OH, PURPLE WILL LOOK LIKE BARNEY ;P
VIV arguing with me about who's uniform looks better??
LOL FUNNY.
GOSH. PURPLE SHOES ;DDD
she says my uniform looks like nursery wear de O.o''
whatever lorh. T-T
I LOVE BIGBANG!!!!!!!!!! omgomgomgomg. ;DDDD
DBSK RULES TOO. CHANGMIN. X333
wanwen made me PRINT 8 sets of english passage..
and send me a few videos about bigbang.
YAY BIG BANG RULES...
she like top.
viv like taeyang.
I DUNNO I LIKE WHO WORHS. X.X
whatever.
this is a video about TAEYANG piano battling with dbsk de JUN SU.
enjoy.
sorry witchyyyy for not going out with you x.x
i've beeen thinking what happened between viv and me since she came back.
she.. ;[
anyways.
TODAY'S SPRING CLEANING.
turned my room upside down inside out.
i just watched her do things.
i feel so tired today.
mentally.
though i slept and everything.
i still dunwan get out of bed.
didnt want to go out with witchy cause i dun feel like talking and smiling and everything.
feels so tiring.
YESTERDAY i didnt want to like go entertain ppl for guild outing de.
leave all that to icy.
then icy and huiru bui gum maaa.
then huiru say i abandon her.
if today i go out with witchy and dun talk.
then she will think i feel sian with her.
so i better not go bah...
I WAS LIKE HOGGING TO MY TREASURES.
-my ''REGINA DOGGY'', a present that was given to me by regina during pri 6.
-a super old dog. small de.
-ALL OF JER'S PRESENT.
-VIV DE PRESENT.
- last year AHQI give de jigsaw puzzle, which all 4 of us have a part of it.
- A PHOTOFRAME that manxin gave me during pri6, didnt contact her le x.x
jieee your present is my baobei also. BUT IS IN THE COM. so not counted in there le. BAKA ARIEL JIE, DUN GIVE ME HER PICTURE ;[
Viv, i only realised me realise that it's not about what the person wants for a present. It's normally the card that more significant. the present may be of random things, but the actual present is actually the card. what talking me -.- BUTTTTTT I DUN CARE, YOU MADE ME REALISE THIS.
u skip my msges, maybe phone calls and not online..
i'm so 不安 now.
it's like we totally drift apart since u came back from msia.
it's like u hated me like that.
i mean if u do, tell me and i'll leave u alone [ same applies to anyone ]
actually i wanna show u my world.
but it was cancelled.
i figure out that you may not like my way of peace.
so i decided ... not to bother doing that anymore.
i've never told anyone how much that place meant to me...
you never know that feeling anways.
**wayne and co, going out with them is like... i dun have to care about whether they are having fun or sian or not. cause we decide where to go and what to do together. it's like even simple things like slacking on beach, would turn out to be a very fun day with them. we wouldnt spent a lot of money just because we want to have fun and everything. i realised i've spent a lot this holiday. some are worth it, while some are not. i'm very troubled now.
okay lemme see.
woke up at 9 plus cause icy morning called meeeee with something like.
'' ni hai zai shui jiao ah?? ... or something like that la. ''
then i went back to sleep...
until trasher sms back and i saw the time.
RUSHEDDDDD OUT OF ROOM AND BATHE AND GET MY BRO MOVING.
couldnt findd my beloved toothbrush kays?? ;[
I DUNNO WHERE IT WENT TO ;X.
anyways i DID brush my teeth before eating breakfast.
well since he say he found his temple already
and i could meet him later,
why not eat breakfast before going out.
went to meet icy.
WAS SUPER LATE CAUSE OF BRA WRAPPING WITCH'S PRESSENT.
pek chek.
LOL overshot MRT sia.
ended up at buangkok when we wanted to go sengkang.
then icy blur blur.
BOON KENG AND BUANGKOK ALSO CANNOT DIFF.
then waited for nth. =.=
went to meet daniel and shao and trashie at hougang.
TRASHIIE SO KELIAN.
she so early reached DG while we all still slacking like nobody's business.
went to mac as everyone kinda hungry.
ICY ate ... filet o fish,
TRASH ate ... double CHEESE burger. X2 FATS AND ENGERY INTAKE. ;P
ME ate .... mmm, apple pie?? ya and mid sprite.
SHAO finally came after a while.
then i was informed that jia's going.
RUSHED to dhoby cause i meeting huiru and fei fei and witch there.
in the end, everyone have not reached lorh.
then we sit down at escalator and slack.
i asked ICY whats with simplification and factorisation.
but like no difference lorh.
then i ask them to slove a question that i remembered from viv's paper???
trashie ate a sour sweet.
then i keep suan her pregnant
cause only pregnant lady eat sour things or something like that.
headed off to bunk and COM-ed.
2.50bucks perhour.
arcade for a pro guy freestyling the para para.
huiru and feifei came.
they so cute lo ;DDD
red and purple cannot differ.
then me and keith even more funny
go fetch ppl
forgot that we already used ezlink for computer. ;x
bought them to bunk la.
then we continued playing.
ICY and the others went to SG plaza's arcade.
huiru pek chek with me
say i abandon her and feifei.
they like so happy talking among themselves maaaaa....
and and like stand so far behind.
sorry lorh,
but no scold until like that de ma.
I ALRDY SAID SORRY LORH.
chance also dun give.
forgivness also.
zzz-ed pek chek la.
super angry after hanging up the phone.
sad and angry.
then witch said she nearly ask auggy come.
then i was like O-O.
icy complained that only when he say viv then aug immediatly agree.
so ... -.- AUG.
LOL. FYI his name had became a descriptive word.
OH YAAAAA WITCHY KEEP WANT GIVE ME NEW YEAR KISS.
x.x
say what,
if i emoooo,
go near me say wan kissy i sure noisy liao.
stick out tougue i runnnnn far far far far far away.
x.x cannot blame me worhs, witchy very random de.
anyways, we went to parkland in the end to pool.
dunwan to pool de lorh,
cause dunno how play.
in the end kana drag to play and learn.
and enddddded up playing for a table with my MISERABLE 5 BUCKS.
which is like my last note. ;[
FEEL ALL STICKY AND UNCOMFORTABLE.
told wayne they all i want to go home then meet them at ECP.
i was like ... go home.
before i even reached punggol, they at boonkeng wanting to bus to ECP.
asked my dad to fetch me to ECP after bathing.
in the end i reached before they even did.
broke my time in eating.
I EATTTTTTT SUPER SLOW WORHS.
LIKE MORE THAN 15MINS LORH. =.=
it was freaking cold at ECP's mac.
maybe because all i ate the whole day was A MISERBALE APPLE PIE.
wear jacket and eat fries.
then took picture of my dinner.
then there was this malay guy sitting beside me,
was like '' eh why u take picture of ur food''
one short reply from me '' POST''
cool huh, okay i admit i was bo liao.
I ALMOST FREEZE TO DEATH, YOU PEOPLE.....
sms-ed witch. huiru sms happy new year or something.
then i was like O-O ... wow she not angry le bah ??
whatever,
didnt ask in case she gets angry again,
just wished her back.
we went to lan and audi-ed for one hour.
arcade till like left 15mins
then walk to BEACH.
and it was like FLOODED WITH PEOPLE. ;[
so unpleasent.
I RATHER SPENT IT IN PUNGGOL like....
stare at the night sky...
got place to sit.
windyyy.
NOT MUCH PEOPLE.
too bad I WAS ABANDONED.... so there i was on the CROWDED Beach.
some things happened.
WAYNE POKE ME.
RED THINGS FEW UP THE SKY AND HANG THERE.
FIREWORKS BLOCKED BY TREE.
WE SAT NEAR FISHING BAITS. which is like ewww.
and I DIDNT BRING OPENER FOR MY BACARDY ;[
bryan is so selfish. dun even want to lent something that's not his.
KESTER HOG MY HANDPHONE.
i wanna call viv.
she dun answer me.
SERIOUSLY I THINK SHE'S AVOIDING ME.
not just phonee calls. maybe she sleeping.
but most of the things bah.
FORGET IT, let's not spend my new year LINKING things.
we walked back to mac.
where kes, jiong and daryl intend to spend the night at.
me wayne and min going back on taxi.
played stress which is like I DUN CARE IF I LOSE??
was deprive of H20.
dieing from dehydration.
we walked a VERY FAR DISTANCE FROM THE MAC in search of taxi.
cross the underpass
and walk back.
and sit at busstop in hope that a non-on call, green lighted taxi ...
would ascend from heaven and fetch us home.
waited very long. then stood up and walk, forgot reason le.
then finally one green.
we hopppppped in happily and cab-ed home. ;D
didnt cause more than 25bucks.
happy, as long as it dun overshot 30. was worrying sia. ;[
walked back home since i alighted at the TPE busstop there with wayne.
freaking tired okay. ;[
FEEL LIKE SLEEPING NOW.
i think witch forgotten to call me.
or she kana PANCAKE by people liao. ;x
I WANT TO BATHE.
I FREAKINGLY DIEING.
IT'S LIKE EARLY IN THE MORNING 3.32 AM.
lalalala.
I WANT TO ... DRINK VODKA.
BUTTT FALL ASLEEP AFTER DRINKING,
IS SO BORING.
whatever.
there's nth new in viv blog.
so i dunno why she asked me to read it just now.
and and and ... i want to bathe and just sleeeeep
TIRED.
POOL IS FUN. BUT .... CAN I NOT PAY NEXT TIME. ;[
