[[Rock it :D*]]
There's no work for Tues and Wed.
Yippee? no, i guess not.
My head is hurting freaky lot.
i ran & ran & ran even more.
but still it came back.
i was sure that it had nth to do with me being unfit.
i broke down yesterday.
i cried like nobody's business.
my parents think that it was about the phone not working.
half true though.
my contract has ended
& i could finally change my HP.
i started crying because i was panicking
& bra just wouldnt lent me he's HP,
HELLO? WHICH WAS ORIGINALLY MINE?!
whatever.
mum HP dun work.
i cant check the messages stored in my sim card from dad's HP.
Aug said viv sms-ed.
was ultra sad cause i couldn't see the sms.
& i have bloody lots of sms.
i could see them.
but mum's hp dun allow me to send msg back. ;[
zzz-ed pek chek.
heng weichang on9
so i can tell him that
Jasmine had sms-ed me asking about the sch she had to go tmr.
soon, i gave up with the phone and went to cry in the room.
stupid.
i wonder how tears just came out without a reason.
i know im feeling sad.
& the reason that kept me running away from.
it wasnt of much use anyways.
i was fumming with angry and sadness.
i much look like a zombie when i came out to bathe,
remembering i hadn't bathe since i was back from work.
my face was super white ;[
there's hatred in my eyes.
who cares anyways.
breathing was hard.
hard to remember how to.
there's too much to endure.
too much pain.
my left temple kept trobbing.
annoying!
i shifted my sadness to what happened last year.
at least that's make more sense to cry,
than what i was crying about.
i stared at the "fish tank" under my desk.
i think that's what brings me back to sanity.
i calmed down & fell asleep.
& sleep wasnt easy.
what happen in my dreams?
hehe for me to know and for u to find out :P
ciaos for now. ;[[
