[[Rock it :D*]]
sorry witchyyyy for not going out with you x.x
i've beeen thinking what happened between viv and me since she came back.
she.. ;[
anyways.
TODAY'S SPRING CLEANING.
turned my room upside down inside out.
i just watched her do things.
i feel so tired today.
mentally.
though i slept and everything.
i still dunwan get out of bed.
didnt want to go out with witchy cause i dun feel like talking and smiling and everything.
feels so tiring.
YESTERDAY i didnt want to like go entertain ppl for guild outing de.
leave all that to icy.
then icy and huiru bui gum maaa.
then huiru say i abandon her.
if today i go out with witchy and dun talk.
then she will think i feel sian with her.
so i better not go bah...
I WAS LIKE HOGGING TO MY TREASURES.
-my ''REGINA DOGGY'', a present that was given to me by regina during pri 6.
-a super old dog. small de.
-ALL OF JER'S PRESENT.
-VIV DE PRESENT.
- last year AHQI give de jigsaw puzzle, which all 4 of us have a part of it.
- A PHOTOFRAME that manxin gave me during pri6, didnt contact her le x.x
jieee your present is my baobei also. BUT IS IN THE COM. so not counted in there le. BAKA ARIEL JIE, DUN GIVE ME HER PICTURE ;[
Viv, i only realised me realise that it's not about what the person wants for a present. It's normally the card that more significant. the present may be of random things, but the actual present is actually the card. what talking me -.- BUTTTTTT I DUN CARE, YOU MADE ME REALISE THIS.
u skip my msges, maybe phone calls and not online..
i'm so 不安 now.
it's like we totally drift apart since u came back from msia.
it's like u hated me like that.
i mean if u do, tell me and i'll leave u alone [ same applies to anyone ]
actually i wanna show u my world.
but it was cancelled.
i figure out that you may not like my way of peace.
so i decided ... not to bother doing that anymore.
i've never told anyone how much that place meant to me...
you never know that feeling anways.
**wayne and co, going out with them is like... i dun have to care about whether they are having fun or sian or not. cause we decide where to go and what to do together. it's like even simple things like slacking on beach, would turn out to be a very fun day with them. we wouldnt spent a lot of money just because we want to have fun and everything. i realised i've spent a lot this holiday. some are worth it, while some are not. i'm very troubled now.
