
[[Rock it :D*]]
I can't understand why literature can't be about writing poems and novels, instead of ANALYSE, EDVIDENCE AND MOREE ANALYSING. FAGGOTS. PFFT.
The hands on the clock just rushed past. i woke up due to ulter uncomfortablity on bed. you know... those type of whether that when u stay home, it gets so hot and you do not sweat and feel that 1 TON weight is on your chest and you could hardly breathe. feel like vomiting everything in your stomach but couldn't do so. i past my whole day feeling like that and making myself do my homework. WHAT A LIFE. ;[
currently hitting myself in the abdormant area to feel better. ARUGH. but i finally did my flowchart; yet another sastifactory page of my BELOVED sketchbook ;] today past by boringly. spent the entire day slacking through.... didnt talk to anybody. PATHETIC ME T-T haix. things are back to normal le... OHH MY TYPING IS BACK TO NORMAL. not enter after every sentence le.
TMR HAVE AMATHS TEST.
FAGGOT,
IT'S DIFFERENTIATION.
narh, who bother to study ;[
dun feel like after a whole day of boredom.
ALIENS ARE GETTING IRRITATING.
want say, come face to face say la.
lame shyt.
can't be bothered with some people.
anyways..
i wanted to drink de cause i couldn't sleep.
but very lazy laaa.
haix..........
THINGSSSSSSSS ARE BACK TO THE USUAL STATE.
nth much. lalala.
Lips kinda bleeded.
pain sia.
only then i notice i didnt drink water at all for the entire day.
REMINISCING THE PAST WOULDN'T DO YOU ANY GOOD, gwyneth. i should quit doing a lot of things. open blog 1st thing visit someone's blog. then msn second thing check whether online or not. AND STOP THINKING, about anything that got to do with whatever i'm talking about here. It's hard to do anything productive being in such a state. damn it.
i kinda uds how jer felt when we turned out that way, now.
She's so strong.
and i'm not. xD
i guess that's just it.
CRYING is sickening now.
hate all the tears,
and running nose.
drinking is better.
Thoughhhhh 2 crazy impt people DEMANDED that i do not,
but still sorry can't help it.
i find it better help at keeping emotions in,
than just plain trying to use my will and stop my pain.
sometimes, trying not to breathe helps too.
i need a new and better reason to live.
haix.