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心情烂透了。
今天，我把饼干与信给了彩宁。。。
心情很紧张，很害怕的感觉。
怕失望，怕拒绝。
她进来班时，一幅很累的表情。。
趴在桌上，睡了一阵子。。
我很想问她这么了， 但并没勇气开口。
下课时，Joleen 把一条纸条交给了我。
控制不了的微笑了。
我看了纸条，见的是正式的几句话。
彩宁；谢谢你的饼干。看起来很好吃。我会给你回馈的。;]
这时， 我才明白。。 原来她跟我讲话也只是简单的尊敬与礼貌。
我在渴望什么嘛！心情真是烂透了！
但我渐渐发现，这样也好。。
我吃醋，因为 Qi 她还能跟她说话，走回家，等等。
我不管了。
MY DAY JUST SUCK.
gave jer the cookie, blah blah.
i waited till english lesson,
then nervously left it on her desk.
i was scared, afraid and dare not look.
i dunno what to think of it.
anyways...
[insert name] doesnt sound too happy about it.
but i'll skip it.
mood dropped by that.
all the way until the end of the day.
miss suraiya gave me a kangeroo sweet. ;]
she said i was too hyper therefore a kangeroo.
ENGLISH ASP was a test.
when i couldn't find my book,
i went out to get it.
came face to face with jer.
felt that i had so much to say to her...
... didn't say anything ofcuz..
then went from one end of the school to another end,
and found out that i didnt bring to school.
shared book with josephine.
SO FUNNY, we were practically discussing.
Couldnt get my points right and gave up doing...
cause i'm just not in the mood...
emo-ed when at busstop.
Yuzhen is kind enough acc me walk back to econ,
to buy choco and anything'black'.
I WANT TO HEAR VIV'S VOICE ;[
WHEN i got home,
there were PINK shoes at the doorstep with a weird vehicle thingy.
1st thing that came into my mind was ...
I GOT OFF AT THE WRONG FLOOR.
narh, bro's friends came to do project and we had pizza for dinner.
i went into room,
i want to call viv...
but i never ever did. haix. T-T
i want... to talk to her...
anyways finished my 10 points for summary
and found out there's nth to do.
BLOG-ED in chinese.
i always type chinese when i emo.. - mmm some habit again ...
okay anyways, byes. viv may have forgot to reply me again...
so i'll send her another msg ;D
