[[Rock it :D*]]
She practically scolded me...
okay she did that -.-
One whole chunk.
LIKE IT'S ALL MY FAULT.
hey! i'm still pissed off okay!
It's not my fault that we ended like this!
Fine, i admit...i wanted some kind of revenge...
But as much as it hurts u, it hurts me as well...
With thadar, u can practically change u mood anytime u want.
What am i? Someone to just ... Push all ur mood to?
i took O's as an excuse.
i don't wanna cry till my eye hurts for u.
i'm sick for forever giving out and being taken for granted.
Many a times i wanna do a lot for u.
But to prevent myself from doing that, i've deleted ur hp number, ur msn email and everything.
& with u just going offline like that and my msn just don't wanna work...
all my stupidity goes down the drain, i've added it all back.
You don't know how i lived through these days.
You don't know what i'm thinking of every free second that i have.
But neither do i.
You have so much fun and happiness with him, i don't matter at those times.
I seemed to be only visable when tears or anger cover your eyes.
You've never once smsed me during these days.
You only tried talking to me on msn thrice.
I'M VERY ANGRY AT YOU WHEN U DRAG JIE AND JER IN!!!!
WTH DID THEY DO TO YOU?!
SHEEEEESH! i can tolerate anything but that!
When are u there when i need u?
Now you push everything, saying " GO find you beloved friends and JIE" ...
You have no idea how i've been doing these few days.
But NEITHER do i know what's in your life...
What exactly happened to us both?...
i miss you so much, yet ... through all the things i went through, i've learn to constantly remind myself not to go back.
Everyone knows how much i desire to go back, but at the same time resisted...
I dunno , I'm selfish alright?
I'm scared of getting hurt.
But what did i do wrong to deserve all these hurt?
these time i did nth wrong, only forking out too much...
Wow... you said until ur a necessity to me...
my lost.
hmmm...
Great blame it on me when ur relationship goes bad.
All my fault.
just great...
I'm not Ariel.
I'm not perfect neither am i that great...
why not turn to someone elses, create someone that's like me...
only better, minusing all the negative things.
Who was the one who said she was sick of me...?
who's the one who didnt wanted to listen to me?
WHY A CLEAN BREAK CANT EVER BE A CLEAN ONE!!!!!!!
jer....i wan a hug T_T....
