[[Rock it :D*]]
" Every person you meet in life has the potential to teach you something " - TV mobile. Labels: Daily Tots, Food, PIL
Saw this phrase yesterday on Tv mobile, in the bus. It's very true. i learnt a lot.. from Yuzhen, Regina, Wanying, Ariel, Jer, Huimin... okay somethings from viv too. i'm being kind over here. HAHA.
ARIEL - taught me an infinite amount of things about life.
Yuzhen - 吃东西也是一件很幸福的事。
Regina - Forgive and Forget, study hard and strive for what u want to achieve.
Wanying - the bond between siblings.
JER - treasure and not push your way through things. never take things for granted and more.
VIV - learn not what to do to win others but how to make yourself standout from the crowd.
i only realised that yesterday. that i always start out with after and end up with the before. which means, from good to bad. i must admit, i still can't help but feel the sourness in my heart whenever i think about 'IT'. But at least i'm on the right track now. i try to calm myself down whenever i think about 'IT', and stop myself from hyperventilating. i did that like 2-3 times today. IT'S STUPIDITY. so i must STOP overreacting to flashbacks.
Mr Arasu gave a assembly talk about sense of belonging. and though it about the country, i picked out another point. i finally understand why viv didn't care at all, because it's only precious to me, because i had my memmories there and she will never understand how much it meant to me. THIS is my place, where i belong. and again a question such as " she could at least try" pops up in my head, but i'm dropping the debate between my angel and devil.'IT', had maded me wanna cut myself,
drink and everything that could distract me.
but since i'm in school i couldn't do that you see...
control the urge.
MAYBE some alcohol flavouring sweet would be nice,
to comfort myself ;DDDD
love the taste, woman.
HAHAHA I love saying woman like since forever.
ABOUT today.. stop myself from hyperventilating and breaking down into pieces like 3 times. slacked in class. thought about cure to disappointment but not succeeding in anything. explained R factor to shao.
FEW THINGS THAT MADE ME HAPPY TODAY.
ps/ gotta cut mushroom and do DNT le.
ps// I LOVE ARIEL ZHANG NING AND JERRRRRR. HAHAHAHAHAHHA.
