
[[Rock it :D*]]
" Every person you meet in life has the potential to teach you something " - TV mobile. Labels: Daily Tots, Food, PIL
Saw this phrase yesterday on Tv mobile, in the bus. It's very true. i learnt a lot.. from Yuzhen, Regina, Wanying, Ariel, Jer, Huimin... okay somethings from viv too. i'm being kind over here. HAHA.
ARIEL - taught me an infinite amount of things about life.
Yuzhen - 吃东西也是一件很幸福的事。
Regina - Forgive and Forget, study hard and strive for what u want to achieve.
Wanying - the bond between siblings.
JER - treasure and not push your way through things. never take things for granted and more.
VIV - learn not what to do to win others but how to make yourself standout from the crowd.
i only realised that yesterday. that i always start out with after and end up with the before. which means, from good to bad. i must admit, i still can't help but feel the sourness in my heart whenever i think about 'IT'. But at least i'm on the right track now. i try to calm myself down whenever i think about 'IT', and stop myself from hyperventilating. i did that like 2-3 times today. IT'S STUPIDITY. so i must STOP overreacting to flashbacks.
Mr Arasu gave a assembly talk about sense of belonging. and though it about the country, i picked out another point. i finally understand why viv didn't care at all, because it's only precious to me, because i had my memmories there and she will never understand how much it meant to me. THIS is my place, where i belong. and again a question such as " she could at least try" pops up in my head, but i'm dropping the debate between my angel and devil.'IT', had maded me wanna cut myself,
drink and everything that could distract me.
but since i'm in school i couldn't do that you see...
control the urge.
MAYBE some alcohol flavouring sweet would be nice,
to comfort myself ;DDDD
love the taste, woman.
HAHAHA I love saying woman like since forever.
ABOUT today.. stop myself from hyperventilating and breaking down into pieces like 3 times. slacked in class. thought about cure to disappointment but not succeeding in anything. explained R factor to shao.
FEW THINGS THAT MADE ME HAPPY TODAY.
ps/ gotta cut mushroom and do DNT le.
ps// I LOVE ARIEL ZHANG NING AND JERRRRRR. HAHAHAHAHAHHA.
'I HATE YOU TO THE CORE, cause u made me felt this way.' Labels: Daily Tots, Emo
freak, i hate feeling this way.
STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID.
if i were to go punching the wall like i use to,
i'm suppose to have broken my fingers by now.
i've never hated anyone this much.
THIS IS STUPIDITY.
i'm angry cause i'm freaking far.
cause it's super howwwww things could go in life.
WHY SHOULD I CARE WHY SHOULD I CARE,
WHY SHOUD I LISTEN,
WHY AM I GETTING ANGRY.
oh this just sux.
+59+/*-49+41*-4*-+49+...
I SHOULD REALLY CONTROL MYSELF.
any moment and i'll be crazy.
*calms down*
haix... this is crazy.
Supermassive black hole IS a great song.
COOL beat and everything.
not too serious and blah, CERTAINLY NOT SOUL.
which is practically great. *evil*
you could say that im running and running,
but i could never get thin this way.
did DNT,
but ended up sleeping.
wanwen disturb me when i sleeping. ;[
call me help her buy 595 de screen protector.
lazy go PP la.
some more sleeping -.-
woke up to eat dinner
which is redundant because i'm totally full up.
MASSAGE mum's shoulders cause she's having a major headache.
couldn't get F.I.R - fly off my lips.
BANAO is still rawks.
*admire*
SJH called and is being so irritating ...
STUPIDITY...
EVERYTHING IS SUCH A HORRENDOUS STUPIDITY IN MY EYES.
school, life, relationship and everything.
downright PESSIMISTIC.
i'm so gonna break every glass ball in my life,
and HOLD on tightly to the rubber ball which i know will not break,
but still i treasure it like fuck now. wth.
MY LIFE IS MESSED UP.
i've become a person that i myself hate.
i think about myself in everything i do.
i never gonna believe in love,
and think that it's stupidity to care for anyone because you'll only end up getting hurt.
it stupid to cry and get all emotionally over things and...
to feel, to breathe.
LIFE IS STUPIDITY.
everything is plain useless now.
all i wanna now is to get away from this wretched place and find myself back.
i freaking wanna break away.
I do not want to sleep cause i'm afraid to face another day.
I drink to suppress my feelings and thoughts, anger and sadness.
Mask... i'm sinking deep into hiding myself.
not just about myself, my feelings and thoughts and everything.
i used to be like that for a another reason,
but right now.. i feel life is just plain useless and there's no meaning to it.
wasn't exactly into suicidal,
just a living zombie.
NUMB.
i'm doing everything i could to keep myself numb.
cause it hurt, and i'm doing what i could to keep away from the source.
sleeps are still peaceful, but consciousness is my nightmare.
IN other words, i'm living in my nightmare.
NICE right. exactly. ;]
NEED TO SEEK CONSULTANT FROM JER,
definitely not someone who can manipulate my feelings whenever she feel like it.
well, and definitely you didn't know you could ;DDD
HAPPY KEITHY(COW;BEEFY;NEW)YEAR EVERYONEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! Labels: crazy day, Daily Tots, Emo, PIL
on the 25th of jan,
i went out with icy and shao.
kinda x.x
cause was feeling sick sia.
headacheeeeee.
we lunched and walked through china town street.
SAW A LOT OF THINGS I WANNA BUY,
sadly i had no money with meee,
neither do i had any at home. ;[
bought a cute lil piggy,
ICY bought cute badges.
u never want to know what it is ROFL.
I WANT THAT DRUM SET A LOT....
nvm, i'll get it some other time ;]
Surprisingly early,
we spilt our routes at 2pm.
i wanted to go home,
icy meeting friend,
idk what shao is doing.
reached home bathed and went out again. ;[ ate tuan yuan fan (reunion dinner).okay i still owe that SURAIYA homework. haix whatever, i'll do all 4 intro tmr. procastination huh? ;[ tuan yuan fan is stupid. everyyear it had been stupid. i hate going to gran's house. like garbage dump like that.but gran's a nice person. T-T even if we are being utterly disrespectful during granddad funeral, she didnt scold us. deep down inside we all know we are wrong. i dunno if the food are edible or not under such a condition but still i ate out of respect. mum hardly eat anything. just sat there and cook the food. LOL. amazing huh? ;D
when we reached home. i was so sick that i couldnt speak at all. kept coughing and coughing. cleared the table and stick my mini whiteboard somewhere.
mum bought in the cough medi for me, and said she will take it out after she bathe. when i finally cleared my table everythinggggg, and tuck myself into bed she came into room and insisted that i sleep on my tweetybird pillow. only did i realised that she hadddd stuffed an angbao inside. -.- MONEY IS NOT NICE TO DREAM OFF. I HATE MONEY MATTERS ;D but... i didnt sleep on that pillow anyways. ;DDD i've forgotten what i dreamt of, but i remember very well what i dreamt of the previous night. and i want it to go on forever and ever andd well i know i'll wake up. -.-
anywaysssss...
on 26th of jan,
which is today,
woke up to 9 smses,
collected angbaos,
and went to unknown houses.
only a single clean house.
other's no diff from gran's.
i wouldnt bother posting pictures of gran's house ...only like 2 pictures of my cousins, which i dun talk to -.- hadn't got any pics of ting fang inside de. o.o
mum and dad is like always so .... doesnt mean we talk onceee need to likeeeeee be very close friends and talk everytime we meet worhs. me and bro dunno know what to say then never say lorh. THEIR CHILDHOOD IS WAYYYYYYYY OUT OF OUR IMAGINATIONS ;X not that we have weak imaginations, but we dun think thats possible so had put off the idea.
gave mum 60dollars off my angbao money,
and the 30 i took is for the valentine pressie.
with the 20 i took from my wallet off this week's allowence,
i had only 50 to spare.
idk whether it's enough or not.
BUT nvm, YOU GUYSSSSS MUST LOVE IT OKAY.
I DUN CARE. T-T esp viv. or i kill you.
*takes out a chopper*
had steamboat again, on our own, at home. i think im gonna eat sick of steamboat and not hold an outing for steamboat le. maybe a smelly tofu competition would be COOOL. ill be eating steamboat at AUNT'S house tmr. which leaves me no time for DNT. crap, but i chose to use my time to blog. wth. CRAP, suraiya will kick me outa class. nvm i no mood study also, makes no difference. I'VE BEGAN PROCASTINATION. DDDDD;
i'll leave this part to the last.
[[ Been feeling pretty lonely this year,
even though i'm not showing it much.
when i was heading to gran's house with car,
i kinda... teared. ;x
nobody kinda notice
cause everyone knows that i have a flu going on.
i doubt anyone knows the real reason
how i got it.
it wasnt some 'i caught a flu' thing.
i remembered a sentence.
' you chose our division. '
something like that.
i fought back my thoughts.
debated with myself.
and gave up thinking.
it's very true of what ariel had said.
i've nth to say.
close friends.
i doubt i know the meaning of that.
but i think i had a few good friends,
but 'close' ?
not quite match the meaning of it.
i'm just starting to learn things that i had not from pri2 till now.
and for a moment when i walked back to the car,
when we finally decided to go back home...
i kinda felt i needed someone new in my life.
a desire so strong that even dreams portrays images of it.]]
" Nobody makes me laugh like you do; Laughing lengthens your life, but too much will be Death for u. " Labels: crazy day, Daily Tots, hyperness
O-MY-GOD.
it's been a long since i laugh as much as today.
i was already sick sia.
then YUZHEN make me laugh freaking lots lorh.
to the extent that i cried
and was screaming pain.
Tummy hurts a lot sia.
then she was like "GOOD WHAT! train stomach muscle so can do more sit ups. "
NO LINK OKAY???? ROFLMAO.
i went home really high.
nearly like that time after jer's bday.
CRAZY IN MRT.
she make me laugh until i no strenght lorh.
i stand up also dizzy wand wavering about de. = O =
DORAEMON.
wth.
pei her go buy cupnoodle
she say what ANG JU LANG, ang ang ang, Doraemon.
MAKE me laugh,
then go for cca
i go deexiao her but noogiie-ing her leg,
then must clench then can noogiie what,
she say what i no finger like doreamon.
ROUND HANDS.
ROFL.
me; " you then ahh, see your own end "
i'm like defending so i keep my plams open to keep her away what.
she wanna revenge so tried noogiie-ing me.
THEN WE LAUGH TOGETHER.
after that was just chatting,
a little bit also laugh.
i shouted i hated her and dun wan to look at her.
SHE WAS LIKE,
stare at me closly.
then i blurred out my laughter.
and for one hour,
we kept on laughing.
it hurt sia.
okay la,
my day wasnt just full of chanyuzhen making me laugh.
slept through chem.
got scolded at PE.
i'm one of the five people who got highest in english.
was so happy okay.
and viv was like... grats....
WHATEVER. cant be bothered with u.
i sms u like immeadiatly sia.
and u cant be bothered with me T.T
the day went on with me half awake during maths.
and continuously sneezing in DNT.
smuggled in cupnoodles for lunch at 1530
went to CCA at 1600.
laugh for one hour continously because of yuzhen.
Si liang must have thought that i was crazy.
decided to chiong CIP points for NYAA.
JER was like insisting that it is very hard.
i'll go check it out again.
I WANNA PASSSSS MY CCA AT LEAST.
it's good for the resume.
I WANT TO BE A CHEF,
I WANT TO BE A CHEF. ;DDD
LALALA.
i dun feel like going to school tmr la. ;[
haix.
see 1st.
ps/ im suppose to dedicate something de ... but ill post it next time.
Labels: Daily Tots
Water tap nose ; Bloodshot eyes.
I think I'm getting sick.
no, I'm sick ;x
BOOOHOOOOHOO!!!
had been sneezing the whole morning.
should be because of what i did last night bah.
things got worse when i came back from school.
did the same thing again. ;x
drank, the drink had a strong smell.
blame Wayne ;]
mum was like ..." eh why you room have a smell de ahh?"
then i was like ignore her.
HP bill for December came.
wooooooo, you soooooooo...not want to know the amount. ;[
and now...
oooo...
I'm nagging at Jer for not studying amaths ;DDD
hahahha. back at you.
always nag me, lalala
YAYYYYYY, she agreed to study a bit liao.
i'm happy.
and angry....
stupid soo jian hao.
cheat me.
say will tell Jermain the questions
in the end didnt.
bastard la you.
OHHH I'M COUGHING NOW.
see SHAOOOOOOO, i told u i'm gonna get flu.
i had sorethroat already.
waiting for fever to complete the FLUUUUU symptoms.
i've been overworking myself recently la.
suffering from dehydration, since.... i ... lost a lot of water through my eyes.
sorethroat because alcohol burns.
watertap nose comes with dehydration. 8P
YES FLU FLU FLU.
okay la,
seriously i dun wanna miss any lessons.
i'm so going kbox on friday. ;x
i wonder how i get that amount of money.
HEHE at last going with yuzhen and wanying they all.
but ... but... i sorethroat HOW SINGGGGGG...
MUMMMMMMMMMMMMMY..... *sobs*
Mr LEE approves of my PRODUCT.
and commented interesting for it.
I'm like super happy worhs. 8D
MUM said i should sleep early.
JERMAIN is so entertaining me this few days.
really prevents me from being depressed expect yesterday.
OH YAH...
just now when i walk home with yuzhen,
saw jermain went pass the school gate.
i rannnn up to near the gate there,
ALMOST SHOUTED " CHUCHU TRAINNNNNNNN!!!!!!!"
but hesistated.
OMG! If i really did,
i'll be so embraressed =o=
ps/ i'm not going to sleep.
ps// talking to jie and trashie ;DD
ONCE a wrong decision is made and everything just crumbles after it. i'm throughly done with you. - xAryth
YESTERDAYYYY.
early in the morning went out to meet ICY.
met NOOOBIE for the 1st time.
she was so quiet lorh.
will she couldnt speak chinese, so our convers kinda left her out.
SORRIES T------T
trasher and the others came pretty late.
Lunched at yoshi,
and checked out cold storage.
VODKAAAAAS. ;D
anybody can buy me somemore?
ANYWAYS,
COLD STORAGE SELLS OVERPRICED BARCADY BREEZERS.
DON'T BUY FROM THERE.
it's like 6 dollars at coldstorage,
and 4.50 at NTUC.
SEE THE 1.50 difference??
a lot sia.
we run from one place to another...
just to buy vodkas and sparkling juice.
lame right??
but nevermind. ;DD
BOUGHTTTT OUR FILL.
and went to ICY's house.
trashie went to find her friend. ;]
ICY's house is like M-I-L-L-I-O-N-S of kiloMETERS away from the MRT STATION.
i scared witchy, noobie and SHAO de make up melt sia.
i think because not many have ezlink with them thats why didnt take bus.
BBQ was fun,
very successful.
played poker cards
and drink the vodka and sparkling juice we bought.
catched up on each other and everything. ;D
but when we go buy charcoal,
viv called.
she cried.
heartbreak... to hear her cry.
anyways she will be comming back on the 28th.
I MISSSSSSS YOU TOOs. mismismismismismismis.
i left icy's house at 11:46pm 16mins before my birthday.
i dun wan to go de.
i want to wait countdown de.
THEN MY BROTHER THERE BUGGING ME GO.
say what if i dun go he go back 1st.
OFCOURSE IF HE GO BACK ALONE,
mum sure ask and blame me de right??
wahlao.
then he give me the fuck up face and attitude lorh.
walk his own way.
HE KNOW THAT I CANNOT CONTACT HIM cause his phone no credit.
annoying person.
MAKE ME SO SAD ON MY BDAY.
what shit ma.
anyways over it le.
put that case aside thanks to TRASHIE and JER.
though that chaolao person keep support him.
nvm lorhhhh lalalala.
slept near 4am in the morning.
was CRAPING WITH JIAMIN, BULLYING JER.
TODAY
woke at 7am.
go reply jermain cause i fell asleep.
FELT AS MY BODY WAS HARDEN OVER NIGHT.
go disturb TRASHIE early in the morninggggggg. ;DDD
spam spam spam till like 10am before i started going to bathe and everything.
we are meeting at like 1030am
lol. i was freaking late.
SORRIES TRASHIE I ALWAYS LATE.
she waited for me at guardian while eating seaweed.
we were both very hungry,
so breaunch-ed before going to shop.
SHOP FOR LIKEEEEEEE 2 HOURS PLUS didnt find anything.
OH OH WE SAWWWWW WITCH AT BUGISSS.
she was like '' GIVE YOUUUU XMAS KISS''
ytd give de is '' BIRTHDAY KISS''
L-O-L-ED.
TRASHIIIIIIE BOUGHT ME A RINGGG!!!!!
lol ofcourse, i choose de then she just buy for present sake la.
okay whatever,
couldnt find any present then,
in the end i went to buy 2 box of choco then was 1/2 hour late again.
BRA WENT MISSINGGGGGGG!!!!! BRYAN LA. think till where huh???
finally came.
went vivo.
slacked.
didnt watch movie.
i want to watch - bed time stories.
miss jer telling me story.
though like 2 times only.
LOL.
okay, must forget such stuffs.
fan zheng ... ... you know what. ;x
eat subway 6 incher.
home-ed soon.
eat steamboat with mum.
watch lil nonya
and sing bday song
and eaet CAKES.
omg i told trasher i eat till morning since i so happy.
but i eat 3 pieces want to puke le.
i have 3 cakes this year.
one from aunt.
one from MUMMMM, she buy from polarrrrr - WOAHHHH-
LAST BUT NOT LEAST.
- WIPE TEARS -
FROM VERRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!
she bakeeeeee one for me siaaa.
IT'S LIKE OMGGG, IM SO TOUCHED TOUCHED TOUCHED.
CRIES....
happy, hyper, jump jump, run about, bang into wall.
everytime someone precious to me de bday, i want to bake cake
GUESS WHAT, STUPID OVEN DUN WORK.
must make papa repair everything. ;[
I'm GONNA LOVEEEEEE YOU, VERRRRRRR. LOL jking. ;D
anyways...
WAYNE SAY HE GONNA GIVE ME 40 PERCENT DE VODKAAAA.
THOUGH LIKE 1/4 drank.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. happy. FLOATS.
i very exhausted right now....
dieing...
GONNA POST LIAO.
wait ...
wait...
a fewmore enters and craps.
.. I MISS VIVIAN YUEN XIAO TONGGGGG.
AND I'VE DECIDED TO CALL HER XIAOTONG MAKE HER PISSED. hahahhaha
SARANG HAEEEEEEE EVERYONE.
thanks ah jer and qi go out with me today.
thought that you wouldnt but you did anyways.
that was enough. ;D
TRASHIEEEEEE I LOVEEEEEE YOU. ;D
the ring rules kays.
WAYNEY I WANT VODKAAA.
i hope i dun die
VERRR, SERIOUSLY YOU ROCK MY SOCKS.
though they kinda in washing machine now.
BRO ATE THE WHOLE CAKE.
next time bake me somemore.
i'll make you something niceeeee for you bday.
who knows when must tell me!!!
PS/ TODAY IS CRAZY
Labels: Daily Tots, Emo
is the only word
i could find to describe
now.
well viv left for ipoh today.
i was ultra tired when she woke me up today.
hais.
but we chatted anyways.
when i finally got up and bathe,
& prepare for work,
she was leaving sg le.
so we stopped smsing.
i didn't talk much the entire day.
no, i only talked when people asked me questions.
i was too busy concentrating on what to think and what not to think.
the same thoughts had already been preoccupying my entire mind,
and leaving me sleepless nights for the past week.
DESPERATELY GASPING FOR AIR,
CHOKING MYSELF IN MY THOUGHTS.
i read twilight to distract myself.
but it didn't work for a long term.
got scolded at work in the afternoon.
a customer kept changing her mind,
so i kept canceling,
making the whole receipt messy.
THEN BOSS STARED AT ME.
die liao lorh.
got a few times is my partner calculate wrong de,
i think i got blamed for that too.
sweet. -.-
so they are going to change my duty.
how great....
whatever.
packed up and headed home after work.
it was a long ride from siglap to punggol.
took bus 87 & 62.
i didn't take out my book.
it was freezing cold in the bus,
but i just let it come.
it was painfully cold.
but i wasn't in the mood to be bothered with that.
i just kept looking out,
trying to block out thoughts.
i was effing tired when i finally reached home.
went to bed immediately.
i think i was about to get sick.
or more of emotionally sick.
slept till 930 Then i wake.
mum was already back from m'sia with dad.
it was her birthday today.
i came out to charge my phone.
& put up a smile so the celebration could go on.
whatever ... i feel so weak now.
Si liang told me Chaos had made FTB blacklisted by making a FTB de char & went challenging AWE's leader. great... -.- but Jiamin is handling the case currently. so yeah, happy that i didn't need to do much. Thanks a lot JM.
ps// my mood is sibei jialat. & it just got worse ...
炸酱,炸酱,炸酱面! Labels: Daily Tots, Food
HOHOHOHO! GUESS WHAT?!
i went out with my darling,
CYZ, & her sis to eat JJ noodles today :DDDDD
Though Vegetarian meal,
but still IT'S YUMMMMMMMY.
well excluding the 2 BIG LETTUCE i had in my bowl,
so unlike the crunchy looking cucumbers in the picture I've post -.-
after eating,
i feel so bloated la!
now i know how's my neopet's feeling every time i overfed it ;x
walked to Hougang mall,
because Weiwei (aka -LOLLIPOP-X3) meeting her friends there.
& WE ARE ONEEEEEE FRIGGING HOUR EARLY?!
tsk tsk.
we went to buy ice cream to eat. [:
finally saw her friends.
& there she pop-ed off and throttled along with them.
abandoning me and CYZ~ T.T
haha jkjk
& we decided to STALK her while finishing the icecream in our hands!!
we were deciding about the place we stand so she cannot spot us,
then suddenly a RETARDED idea pop-ed up in my head.
" zhen, ehh i go there and stand in front of that mirror so that it reflects my retarded smile at her. she loook bag, then look up, suddenly see me CHUA TIO."
seriously i can't stop laughing about that idea lorh.
Yuzhen was like pissed off,
cause she was trying to eat her ice cream and i keep make her laugh with retarded things.
anyways, we continued stalking them till they reached arcade.
&&&&&&&& THEY FOUND OUT WE WERE STALKING THEM.
we that lousy meh??? * audience: YEAH DUH?*
okay fine.
i fell and trip over myself in the arcade,
which was EFFING EMBARRASSING but somehow i still can laugh.
CYZ was so mean to keep laughing at me
and say that was the best laugh she had got in years.
wasted money again & went home after that.
rode the long way back home on LRT
sky isn't pretty today,
was happy that i didn't rot at home again :D
going out on Friday, watching the coffin.
TMR STILL HAVE SCH. OMEEGAWD. i forgot about that.
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i can't figure what had happen, but obviously it's harder to talk le. been trying effing hard these few days, & I'm almost giving up. thought it was okay le, but still yeah -.- *sighs* but nvm ^^, NEVER GIVE UP ;D & dun emo too much okay, eyes will pop and brains will cook. i think mine already medium rare.
Labels: Daily Tots, Emo, PIL
So.. i asked vivian
"viv, where do i stand? 'cause currently i feel that i like treading on water trying very hard not to drown in it."
& she couldn't give me an answer with a straight meaning to it.
honestly, i was feeling very sad about it.
But i thought it through,
& i realised that almost everyone is the same.
& blame it on the word have that much meaning to it. HMPH!!!
AN ADDITIONAL POINT TO POINT OUT ABOUT "LOVE"
Love is a feeling of missing someone, wanting to be with that person so on and so fro, even if u had a big quarrel or anything of such.
it's like it doesn't matter if both of u quarrel or fight or anything, because after that incident, you will be missing that person even if u didnt talk for months, days or even years.
that feeling just dun change, even if someone reminded you of the person u used to love, still you would want to meeet him holding even a lil bit of that feeling u once had.
That Feeling only weaken due to time but it will never be entirly gone (unless you really hate that person to the core because he did something so wrong to u, & the mention of the person name will make u wan to murder him.)
for example, a MAN abusing his wife. not many people will stand that circumstances & will immeadiatly file for divorce ( obviously a era like now ) but that wife loves her husband and decided to endure with it.
& IF UR THINKING IM SAYING THE GUY IS RIGHT, NO HE'S NOT. that guy obviously making use of his wife, so on and so fro. no, he doesn't love her. because as compared to the quarreling couple, both of them love each other and think for the other's feeling after the quarrel or wan to make up for it. BUTTTT ABUSEEE ... IS OBVIOUSLY constantly.
SO.. see the difference now?
i realised that LOVE, is just like that.
because there will be a lot of people entering and leaving ur life,
making your heart skip following by crushes so on and so fro,
during ur entire lifespan.
NOT very often that there's 2 people who can last long enough together the whole life,
which is why Divorce's Agency is making so much money now,
& ROM is getting very busy with fussy people who can't make up their mind.
p.s/ MY HEART WILL NOT CHANGE EVEN IF TIME IS iNFiNiTY, 'cause in that lil pumping thing lives a YOU that only i know, whom i love dearly.