[[Rock it :D*]]
HAPPY KEITHY(COW;BEEFY;NEW)YEAR EVERYONEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! Labels: crazy day, Daily Tots, Emo, PIL
on the 25th of jan,
i went out with icy and shao.
kinda x.x
cause was feeling sick sia.
headacheeeeee.
we lunched and walked through china town street.
SAW A LOT OF THINGS I WANNA BUY,
sadly i had no money with meee,
neither do i had any at home. ;[
bought a cute lil piggy,
ICY bought cute badges.
u never want to know what it is ROFL.
I WANT THAT DRUM SET A LOT....
nvm, i'll get it some other time ;]
Surprisingly early,
we spilt our routes at 2pm.
i wanted to go home,
icy meeting friend,
idk what shao is doing.
reached home bathed and went out again. ;[ ate tuan yuan fan (reunion dinner).okay i still owe that SURAIYA homework. haix whatever, i'll do all 4 intro tmr. procastination huh? ;[ tuan yuan fan is stupid. everyyear it had been stupid. i hate going to gran's house. like garbage dump like that.but gran's a nice person. T-T even if we are being utterly disrespectful during granddad funeral, she didnt scold us. deep down inside we all know we are wrong. i dunno if the food are edible or not under such a condition but still i ate out of respect. mum hardly eat anything. just sat there and cook the food. LOL. amazing huh? ;D
when we reached home. i was so sick that i couldnt speak at all. kept coughing and coughing. cleared the table and stick my mini whiteboard somewhere.
mum bought in the cough medi for me, and said she will take it out after she bathe. when i finally cleared my table everythinggggg, and tuck myself into bed she came into room and insisted that i sleep on my tweetybird pillow. only did i realised that she hadddd stuffed an angbao inside. -.- MONEY IS NOT NICE TO DREAM OFF. I HATE MONEY MATTERS ;D but... i didnt sleep on that pillow anyways. ;DDD i've forgotten what i dreamt of, but i remember very well what i dreamt of the previous night. and i want it to go on forever and ever andd well i know i'll wake up. -.-
anywaysssss...
on 26th of jan,
which is today,
woke up to 9 smses,
collected angbaos,
and went to unknown houses.
only a single clean house.
other's no diff from gran's.
i wouldnt bother posting pictures of gran's house ...only like 2 pictures of my cousins, which i dun talk to -.- hadn't got any pics of ting fang inside de. o.o
mum and dad is like always so .... doesnt mean we talk onceee need to likeeeeee be very close friends and talk everytime we meet worhs. me and bro dunno know what to say then never say lorh. THEIR CHILDHOOD IS WAYYYYYYYY OUT OF OUR IMAGINATIONS ;X not that we have weak imaginations, but we dun think thats possible so had put off the idea.
gave mum 60dollars off my angbao money,
and the 30 i took is for the valentine pressie.
with the 20 i took from my wallet off this week's allowence,
i had only 50 to spare.
idk whether it's enough or not.
BUT nvm, YOU GUYSSSSS MUST LOVE IT OKAY.
I DUN CARE. T-T esp viv. or i kill you.
*takes out a chopper*
had steamboat again, on our own, at home. i think im gonna eat sick of steamboat and not hold an outing for steamboat le. maybe a smelly tofu competition would be COOOL. ill be eating steamboat at AUNT'S house tmr. which leaves me no time for DNT. crap, but i chose to use my time to blog. wth. CRAP, suraiya will kick me outa class. nvm i no mood study also, makes no difference. I'VE BEGAN PROCASTINATION. DDDDD;
i'll leave this part to the last.
[[ Been feeling pretty lonely this year,
even though i'm not showing it much.
when i was heading to gran's house with car,
i kinda... teared. ;x
nobody kinda notice
cause everyone knows that i have a flu going on.
i doubt anyone knows the real reason
how i got it.
it wasnt some 'i caught a flu' thing.
i remembered a sentence.
' you chose our division. '
something like that.
i fought back my thoughts.
debated with myself.
and gave up thinking.
it's very true of what ariel had said.
i've nth to say.
close friends.
i doubt i know the meaning of that.
but i think i had a few good friends,
but 'close' ?
not quite match the meaning of it.
i'm just starting to learn things that i had not from pri2 till now.
and for a moment when i walked back to the car,
when we finally decided to go back home...
i kinda felt i needed someone new in my life.
a desire so strong that even dreams portrays images of it.]]
