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HAPPY VALENTINE, WORLDDDDD.
THIS YEAR, i had the most fufilling valetine of my life.
GAVE most of my friends appreciation pressent.
regina, yuzhen and wanying..
you guy's are the greatest,
Sorry of all people i left 3 of you out T-T
A Dedication to u 3...
What are best friends?
i was asked one day.
Some say , treasures and are hard to be found..
a good listening ear to hear all troubles..
others say , people that were honest and true..
but all i did was to point at you.
- xaryth =D
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LESSONS OF THE FIVE BALLS ;
Imagine life is a game in which you are juggling five balls.
The balls are called work/possessions, family, health, friends and integrity.
And you're keeping all of them in the air.
But one day, you finally come to understand that work/possessions is a rubber ball.
If you drop it, it will bounce back.
The other four balls - family, health, friends and integrity - are made of glass.
If you drop one of these, it will be irrevocably scuffed, nicked, perhaps even shattered.
And once you truly understand the lesson of the five balls,
you will have the beginnings of balance in your life.
-adapted from Suzanne's Diary For Nicholas
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I read about this at the end of year, 2007
then, i didn't really get the grasp of it.
but now i did.
I felt happy when they are happy.
even when i wrote letters and make the present,
who knows, i maybe flying around in the room.
I AM CLOUD NINE, even now ;DDDD
Everything you do comes with a price,
and for this case,
time and money.
but those arn't exactly the key to it.
it's the heart that makes the present that makes it shine and outstand extravagant stuffs.
well, as part of my principle in making gifts,
all were made personally by me.
AHMIN
I WAS SOOOOO HIGH when making ahmin's present,
because i'm finally giving her something that i've planed.
she really meant a lot to me,
because.. she didn't left me when i was down, in terms of daily school life.
Pulled through last year, when life had one of it's biggest blackhole to suck me down.
She made me realised that SIMPLICITY is bliss.
not knowing, thinking, worrying, getting angry over things...
can be pleasant as well.
i've been a very inconsiderate person to ahmin last time.
bet i disappoint her a lot of times,
but she didn't get angry at me for it.
THANKS min!!
JIEJIE
HEHE, guess what, me and Jer okay le.
[ insert image of my most serious face ]
seriously, without her and Ariel...
i would rather not live this life.
THEY ARE MY PILLARS.
all these years, jie have been advising me.
She love me a lot,
she didn't get angry at me or anything...
when i was immature and always having suicidal thoughts,
always quarreling with her at the slightest issues..
she compromise me in almost everything,
and taught me TONS of lessons in my life.
NOBODY COULD REPLACE YOU, YOU'RE MY JIE!!
JERMAIN
Jer, status ; BEYOND WORDS COULD REPRESENT.
nothing could describe what we are now.
we arn't friends, best friends, classmate or anything.
we aint even talking at all.
it's Something only both of us know..
this year...
when i feel that the whole world had left, and i'm just redundant...
She made me realised that everyone was just there, always there and will never leave.
when i had some arguements within me, and ask a question out of the blue,
She always reply me with her most sincere answers and how she thinks of it..
never did she ask why, what, who, when, where, how did i get the question.
It really calms me down a lot, and made me feel better once i realised a point in whatever she is saying.
I want to be like this forever, i cannot imagine myself having to face another quarrel that would seperate us. No i dun want to fall.
AND if things could not go any better than this, i vote for a simple sms conver.
VIVIAN
You are significant to me.
Such that though i hate your actions,
words,
the place you live in
and everything else in the world,
They are still things that i'm not willing to let go off.
After what someone had rephrase my actions into words for me,
I realised that i could never just put you aside and go on with life.
I get angry and sad over trivial stuffs,
because i want to get back into the past.
But things once past means gone.
I just my adaptation ability is ZERO.
HAHA ;]
Your important to me, one way or another..
in your own special way.
okay i'll end on dedication part.
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I'M SHOWING OFF MY PRESENTS. HAHAHAHA. oh shuddup and be jealous. =D
TODAY, 14th FEB'09
i woke at 12noon,
and hated hated hated to open my eyes,
but i did laaaa LOL
saw jer's reply,
and i thought,
since i planned it a month ago,
why let it go to waste.
i couldn't possibly leave only her out.
SO... yeah I went down to buy box, wrapping paper, scotchtape and etc. TOOK MY WHOLE AFTERNOON TO WRAP EVERYTHING. got pissed off with the transparent wrapping paper again, and simply tore it instead of cutting. i could never cut a decent rectangle from it. And when i finally wrap finish, i wrote a letter ;D
left the house at 6 plus, and bused to woodlands. I read Suzanne's diary for nicholas again. It was a great book. My nervous system went haywire. I was super scared of going boonlay. I continued my journey anyways. And when i finally reached the interchange, i sms-ed Shao that Boon Lay is scary. YAYYYYY, SPENDING NEXT WEEK END WITH SHAO and JIA ;] I REACHED HER BLOCK. BUT GUESS WHAT... I'VE FORGOTTEN WHICH FLOORRRR. GOD DAMNIT. i panicked sia. sat at stiarcase deciding what to do. PLAN TOTALLY RUIN hmph. bleh.
i ended up calling vivian, and ask her out.
WEEEEEE SHE'S NOT ANGRY WITH ME. =DDDDDD.
She kept jumping and jumping and screaming.
Idk if i blushed or not.
But at least i thought i did.
I certainly wanted to when she ask "i thought you go out with jer?"
COME TO THINK OF IT, VIVIAN HAVEN'T REPLIED MY QUESTION.
UGH, got sidetracked -.-
WOW, it's been long since i met her.
AH I shouldn't write that orange part in front of the envelope.
then she go read. x.x
I WAS SUPER HAPPY THAT I ACCOMPLISHED MY MISSION.
it took a lot a lot of motivation to do something silly. LOL
when i told jer i was doing something silly,
she thought that i was going to jump of some 30-storey building ROFL.
anyways, i headed to jurong point for dinner. IT WAS VAST AND I GOT LOST INSIDE. I couldn't eat dinner there, cause it's crowded. I feel sad as i see people were either in pairs or with their bestfriends. SADED SADED SADED.. DEPRESSINGGGGGG.
I HAD TO TRAVEL ALL THE WAY BACK TO COMPASSPOINT TO HAVE MY DINNER ;[ wahlao .. pekchek la. then by the time i eat, i dun feel like eating anymore. waste money. came back home pretty late. went to bathe and settled in front of the com blogging.
Just so you know,
i've been typing this post for nearly 6 hours.
zzz-ed,
okay la...
ViVian was watching a show on chnn 8,
i wanted to watch alsooo ;D
it's been long since i watch late night movie.
then mum come spoil my mood, ASK ME GO SLEEP -.-
though i'm freaking tired, i dun want go bed just yet.
i wanna enjoy every single moment of that day.
vivian like the doctor guy in that show,
but i kept insisting that the 1st one is cuter. ROFL.
whatever.
She went to sleep,
and i continue blogging.
WENT TO BED at 4am.
Just guess how tired i was.
我是世界上最幸福的人
Labels: crazy day, Fulfilling day, hyperness, weekend
" Nobody makes me laugh like you do; Laughing lengthens your life, but too much will be Death for u. " Labels: crazy day, Daily Tots, hyperness
O-MY-GOD.
it's been a long since i laugh as much as today.
i was already sick sia.
then YUZHEN make me laugh freaking lots lorh.
to the extent that i cried
and was screaming pain.
Tummy hurts a lot sia.
then she was like "GOOD WHAT! train stomach muscle so can do more sit ups. "
NO LINK OKAY???? ROFLMAO.
i went home really high.
nearly like that time after jer's bday.
CRAZY IN MRT.
she make me laugh until i no strenght lorh.
i stand up also dizzy wand wavering about de. = O =
DORAEMON.
wth.
pei her go buy cupnoodle
she say what ANG JU LANG, ang ang ang, Doraemon.
MAKE me laugh,
then go for cca
i go deexiao her but noogiie-ing her leg,
then must clench then can noogiie what,
she say what i no finger like doreamon.
ROUND HANDS.
ROFL.
me; " you then ahh, see your own end "
i'm like defending so i keep my plams open to keep her away what.
she wanna revenge so tried noogiie-ing me.
THEN WE LAUGH TOGETHER.
after that was just chatting,
a little bit also laugh.
i shouted i hated her and dun wan to look at her.
SHE WAS LIKE,
stare at me closly.
then i blurred out my laughter.
and for one hour,
we kept on laughing.
it hurt sia.
okay la,
my day wasnt just full of chanyuzhen making me laugh.
slept through chem.
got scolded at PE.
i'm one of the five people who got highest in english.
was so happy okay.
and viv was like... grats....
WHATEVER. cant be bothered with u.
i sms u like immeadiatly sia.
and u cant be bothered with me T.T
the day went on with me half awake during maths.
and continuously sneezing in DNT.
smuggled in cupnoodles for lunch at 1530
went to CCA at 1600.
laugh for one hour continously because of yuzhen.
Si liang must have thought that i was crazy.
decided to chiong CIP points for NYAA.
JER was like insisting that it is very hard.
i'll go check it out again.
I WANNA PASSSSS MY CCA AT LEAST.
it's good for the resume.
I WANT TO BE A CHEF,
I WANT TO BE A CHEF. ;DDD
LALALA.
i dun feel like going to school tmr la. ;[
haix.
see 1st.
ps/ im suppose to dedicate something de ... but ill post it next time.
ONCE a wrong decision is made and everything just crumbles after it. i'm throughly done with you. - xAryth
YESTERDAYYYY.
early in the morning went out to meet ICY.
met NOOOBIE for the 1st time.
she was so quiet lorh.
will she couldnt speak chinese, so our convers kinda left her out.
SORRIES T------T
trasher and the others came pretty late.
Lunched at yoshi,
and checked out cold storage.
VODKAAAAAS. ;D
anybody can buy me somemore?
ANYWAYS,
COLD STORAGE SELLS OVERPRICED BARCADY BREEZERS.
DON'T BUY FROM THERE.
it's like 6 dollars at coldstorage,
and 4.50 at NTUC.
SEE THE 1.50 difference??
a lot sia.
we run from one place to another...
just to buy vodkas and sparkling juice.
lame right??
but nevermind. ;DD
BOUGHTTTT OUR FILL.
and went to ICY's house.
trashie went to find her friend. ;]
ICY's house is like M-I-L-L-I-O-N-S of kiloMETERS away from the MRT STATION.
i scared witchy, noobie and SHAO de make up melt sia.
i think because not many have ezlink with them thats why didnt take bus.
BBQ was fun,
very successful.
played poker cards
and drink the vodka and sparkling juice we bought.
catched up on each other and everything. ;D
but when we go buy charcoal,
viv called.
she cried.
heartbreak... to hear her cry.
anyways she will be comming back on the 28th.
I MISSSSSSS YOU TOOs. mismismismismismismis.
i left icy's house at 11:46pm 16mins before my birthday.
i dun wan to go de.
i want to wait countdown de.
THEN MY BROTHER THERE BUGGING ME GO.
say what if i dun go he go back 1st.
OFCOURSE IF HE GO BACK ALONE,
mum sure ask and blame me de right??
wahlao.
then he give me the fuck up face and attitude lorh.
walk his own way.
HE KNOW THAT I CANNOT CONTACT HIM cause his phone no credit.
annoying person.
MAKE ME SO SAD ON MY BDAY.
what shit ma.
anyways over it le.
put that case aside thanks to TRASHIE and JER.
though that chaolao person keep support him.
nvm lorhhhh lalalala.
slept near 4am in the morning.
was CRAPING WITH JIAMIN, BULLYING JER.
TODAY
woke at 7am.
go reply jermain cause i fell asleep.
FELT AS MY BODY WAS HARDEN OVER NIGHT.
go disturb TRASHIE early in the morninggggggg. ;DDD
spam spam spam till like 10am before i started going to bathe and everything.
we are meeting at like 1030am
lol. i was freaking late.
SORRIES TRASHIE I ALWAYS LATE.
she waited for me at guardian while eating seaweed.
we were both very hungry,
so breaunch-ed before going to shop.
SHOP FOR LIKEEEEEEE 2 HOURS PLUS didnt find anything.
OH OH WE SAWWWWW WITCH AT BUGISSS.
she was like '' GIVE YOUUUU XMAS KISS''
ytd give de is '' BIRTHDAY KISS''
L-O-L-ED.
TRASHIIIIIIE BOUGHT ME A RINGGG!!!!!
lol ofcourse, i choose de then she just buy for present sake la.
okay whatever,
couldnt find any present then,
in the end i went to buy 2 box of choco then was 1/2 hour late again.
BRA WENT MISSINGGGGGGG!!!!! BRYAN LA. think till where huh???
finally came.
went vivo.
slacked.
didnt watch movie.
i want to watch - bed time stories.
miss jer telling me story.
though like 2 times only.
LOL.
okay, must forget such stuffs.
fan zheng ... ... you know what. ;x
eat subway 6 incher.
home-ed soon.
eat steamboat with mum.
watch lil nonya
and sing bday song
and eaet CAKES.
omg i told trasher i eat till morning since i so happy.
but i eat 3 pieces want to puke le.
i have 3 cakes this year.
one from aunt.
one from MUMMMM, she buy from polarrrrr - WOAHHHH-
LAST BUT NOT LEAST.
- WIPE TEARS -
FROM VERRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!
she bakeeeeee one for me siaaa.
IT'S LIKE OMGGG, IM SO TOUCHED TOUCHED TOUCHED.
CRIES....
happy, hyper, jump jump, run about, bang into wall.
everytime someone precious to me de bday, i want to bake cake
GUESS WHAT, STUPID OVEN DUN WORK.
must make papa repair everything. ;[
I'm GONNA LOVEEEEEE YOU, VERRRRRRR. LOL jking. ;D
anyways...
WAYNE SAY HE GONNA GIVE ME 40 PERCENT DE VODKAAAA.
THOUGH LIKE 1/4 drank.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. happy. FLOATS.
i very exhausted right now....
dieing...
GONNA POST LIAO.
wait ...
wait...
a fewmore enters and craps.
.. I MISS VIVIAN YUEN XIAO TONGGGGG.
AND I'VE DECIDED TO CALL HER XIAOTONG MAKE HER PISSED. hahahhaha
SARANG HAEEEEEEE EVERYONE.
thanks ah jer and qi go out with me today.
thought that you wouldnt but you did anyways.
that was enough. ;D
TRASHIEEEEEE I LOVEEEEEE YOU. ;D
the ring rules kays.
WAYNEY I WANT VODKAAA.
i hope i dun die
VERRR, SERIOUSLY YOU ROCK MY SOCKS.
though they kinda in washing machine now.
BRO ATE THE WHOLE CAKE.
next time bake me somemore.
i'll make you something niceeeee for you bday.
who knows when must tell me!!!
PS/ TODAY IS CRAZY
HOHOHO, I FINALLY CAUGHT YOUR PICTURE, baka wayneee [[; Labels: hypernessBOWLINGGGGG ; INTERNET CAFEEEEE!!
[[; hey people. i went out with huimin and co. today!!
it was really enjoyable.
it had been a long time since we went out together,
and not as a guild outing.
okay... so i was early.
in fact, 10 mins early.
didnt expect to be that early. ;x
went to eat mac for lunch.
Jiong xun imitating traffic police,but instead of stoping cars stop me from taking photo ;[[
erm the day was very well plain.
but entertaining as well.
plain and simple, carefree.
i like it that way, anyways. [;
so... THAT WAYNE KEPT POKING ME.
from 1 finger, to 20 fingers!!! ;O
evil.
end up poking each other the whole day ;X
i forgotten about something.
but nvm.
went to lan for 1hr
then met up with kester and his cousin,
at bowling center.
min came along later.
i paid for her game.
haha, i dun mind at all. [;
as long as everyone's having fun.
kester and min can go out tgt finally,
since the day they can take leave is different.
i'm happy.
okay, my hand is breaking by the time i reached home.
hey, 3 rounds of bowling ...
with 8pound/kg de bowling ball ...
IS SOMETHING MORE THAN MY POOR HAND CAN HANDLE.
okay, so i'm left with 5 dollar for the rest of the week.
supposingly can survive.
I WILL SURVIVEEEEEEE!!!
watch drama series with mum.
so stupid.
wasnt happy liao.
the way life is,
and how things go...
so on and so fro.
tiring.
ps./ I FEEL SO EMPTY...
MORE BORED DHEN USUAL~!
haha!!! it was a good laugh editing AUG's photo. woke up at 10++ today. i need to go school and submit my consent form which i had forgotten to give yesterday. WADEVAAAAA! LoL. loaded my whole audition file into my camera de SD card. I'm going to repair Yuzhen's de audition.
checked my stocks and played audi. bus-ed to sch and submitted form. THE CANTEEN IS LIKE EMPTY??!??! only one store open. went to eat my lunch in the middle of a deserted canteen. PHEW~ SCARY. left as quickly as i can, when i found out only ANG JU LANG ownself using laptop in the canteen. OMGGGG. headed for yuzhen house.
"POOOOOF, DONG DONG DONG~~ I'M HERE"
i went in and HOG the com! HIJACKKKKKKER! it's a 6 year old computer which work effing slow. but very good alrdy. if it's a computer my mum/dad/bro use. i doubt it will work at all. anyways... i keep hang & yuzhen keep look at me and laugh!!!
yuzhen: " computer 不喜欢你啦！~ "
*slightly kick CPU *
yuzhen: " AIYOOO, *shift cpu back* 它坐那边这么舒服，你去踢他!"
* typed wanwan(BOWLBOWL) in yuzhen & wanying de conver. *
WAHAHHAHA CHAN YUZHEN! TAKE THAT! hehhee. can u imagine wanying's reaction!?!??!?
seriously cannot stop laughing with her around. haha &&&& THE PATCH WAS EFFING SLOW. as usual. then we suddenly stop talking and look at the patching speed. so weird lorh. cannot help but laugh again. wahh no wonder my tummy so pain till now. ^^;;
after patched finish, we both ran off to play grandtheft auto.
SUPERRR FUNNY!!!
we go purposely bang into a particular passerby.
then the person pissed off with us and come chasing after us, wanting to fight.
we ran up to a policeman
& GUESS WHAT?
that person kana CAUGHT!!!
wahahhahaha OMG CARNT STOP LAUGHING.
wan ying called when we were buying a suit required for mission.
even weiwei was laughing.
SHE HAVEN'T SAW THAT THING. shhh dun tell her!!
u know, when yuzhen ask WANYING whether she wan talk to me
SHE SHOUTED NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
EVIL EVIL T____T heartbreak alrdy la. ROFL
played with yuzhen till 430 then went home.
was feeling crappppppy and so high.
helped my bro in editing the song for video.
DIDNT KNOW HE GONNA PUT MY PICTURE INSIDE OSO LORH.
wahlaoooooo. kana sabo.
hahaha and vivian is HIGHHHHHHH :DD
*sings barney song * OKAY LAME. ;x
watched the video thrice la.
so funny. [;
YAY!! tmr going movie.
BUT WAHLAO idk what to watch?
hehe i wan bowling.
IN CONCLUDSION, IM SO HAPPY TODAY ;DD
ps/I LOVE CHAN YUZHENNNNN, never fails to make me laugh. :DDDDD
ps// TODAY IS A CRAZY DAY.
